PLAN

Salam :|

First time bawak keje balik rumah. Tak pening pun planning. Perghs. Need to concentrate sangat2 and me having short term concentration span... Hopeless.

Tgk baru bukak Production Plan Loading punya Master File dah lencong tulis blog. Pesss. Hee. Mampus sok meeting HUUU :(

I cant help but wondering how is working as an engineer. Bukan tak bersyukur, I mean I can still go for engineer post later in life tapi you know.. Tgk engineer bekerja, its exciting and at the same time sgt stressing. Well my job is stressful too. Boleh gileee. HAHA. IAllah I can cope, just have to manage my time very wisely, kurangkan mistakes and try to think outside the box. Production are full of suprises you know. Hari ni nak jalan this thing, tapi boleh je tgh2 malam call and said they want to run other thing. Production is one thing, planning is the other. Mencuba utk faham di sini ye ;)

Sayanggg nak makan toti bakar pls sama2. I miciuuu.

Rgrds, Qila

Salam :)

Selamat Tinggal - Zizan Ft Dina

Selamat tinggal kawanku
Tak mudah aku pergi
Bila wajahmu
Sentiasa di hati ini

Ok

Dah memang
Bukan mudah untuk ku menerima hakikat
Dalam hidup ini sentiasa ku tersekat
Apa yang ku harapkan
Kasih sayang yang suci murni
Tetapi semuanya hilang setelah kau pergi
Dulu hari-hari ku berwarna warni
Kini kian mendung
Ia tinggal satu memori
Jangan jangan lepaskan genggamanku ini
Hidupku hanya bermakna jika kau di sini
Mana janji mana erti
Kenapa gembiraku kini menjadi sepi
Musnah segala apa yang ku impikan
Tetapi ku tetap tabah
Kerana Tuhan yang menentukan

Kau tetap pergi apakan daya
Walaupun ku telah mencuba sedaya upaya
Ku harapkan ini sesuatu yang kekal
Namun ku terpaksa melepaskanmu baby
Selamat tinggal

Tiada ertinya kau tinggalkan aku
Sedangkan teramat ku mengasihi dirimu
Cuba ingat semua yang kita pernah lalui
Sayang bukalah fikiranmu kembali
Ku tak mahu hidup tanpamu di sisi
Hanya kau seorang yang pernah aku kasihi

Jangan pergi jangan pergi
Jangan tinggalkan aku begini
Jika aku yang engkau cintai
Kenapa semua ini
Kenapa semua ini
Mengapa semua ini
Jika aku yang kau cinta
Mengapa semua ini

Kenapa semua jadi begini
Kenapa mengapa 

(jangan pergi, jangan pergi, jangan tinggalkan aku begini)

Selamat tinggal kawanku

(usah pergi)
Tak mudah aku pergi

(jangan biarkan ku menderita)
Bila wajahmu
Sentiasa di hati ini

(aku sentiasa di dalam dada kamu sayang)

Walau ku pergi sayangku

(usah pergi)
Dalam jiwaku ini
Kaulah cintaku yang kekal
Selamat tinggal 

(jangan biarkan ku menderita disini, jangan biarkan ku terseksa disini sayang)

Selamat tinggal kawanku

(usah pergi)
Tak mudah aku pergi

Bila wajahmu sentiasa di hati ini

(aku sentiasa di dalam dada kamu sayang)

Walau ku pergi sayangku

(jangan pergi)
Dalam jiwaku ini
Kaulah cintaku yang kekal
Selamat tinggal 

(aku menyintai dirimu sayang, jangan biarkan aku sendiri disini sayang)

Kaulah cintaku yang kekal
Selamat tinggal

The song that keeps repeating in my mind. First because I never expect Zizan to sound this good hehe. And second, it gives a story of a friend who is also a lover and how lucky and unlucky for them to meet, part, meet again and part, forever..

Im a sucker for romantic vclips and this is surely one of the vclips that got me teary eyed at the end of it. T_T

Hope my love story will be much happier than this. At least kalau la masa saya nanti tiba, saya harap saya dapat memberitahu orang2 yang saya sayang bahawa saya sayangkan diorang. I want them to know how much I love them.

I should stop. Raining outside and inside ni.

p/s : Appreciate, love and care. Time is something some people dont have much of. I dont know why but I love this quote..

Regards, Qila

To the person I love the most.

Salam. :)

March 19th. My father is a year older, a year wiser. But I still call him birthday boy, despite he has been the man, the ONLY man that I put higher above anyone at all. The man I love the most, forever. Tak pernah takut untuk cakap akan sayangkan lelaki ini selama2 nya, sebab I know, he will love me forever back. I never say forever to any boyfriends, but to him, he is my forever. My future husband have a big shoe to fill in, because I expect my children to have a father just like my ayah. So dear future husband, pls berguru dengan ayah dulu before thinking of having any mini u and me running around ;)

Sedih tak dapat celebrate, adik was in campus and ufah just landed. Will make it up to them, promise.

Just a shout to my dearest, the person I love the most,

Azman T.A, I love you, and have a nice birthday. Looking forward for your next and next and many many next. I promise if Im not there in person, a text before 8 will arrive, saying..

Happy birthday ayah! Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki. I love you. :))

I love you.

Regards, Qila

Thank you.

Salam :)

Alhamdulillah. Bahagia dengan kehidupan sekarang. Walaupun separuh hari dihabiskan dengan memerah otak dan tenaga, tapi at the end of the day, dapat jumpa orang tercinta, dapat dengar khabar,suara keluarga walaupun sekadar telefon je, cukup untuk saya. Sesungguhnya bersyukur dengan keadaan sekarang.

Semoga rezeki saya dan Gee lama di sini. Saya semakin terbiasa dengan ada nya dia. Semoga semua yang kami plan, iAllah akan jadi kenyataan. Doakan saya, dia, kami :)

Thanks Gee, for being here. Thanks, for being you. Thank you.

Regards, Qila

Furry friend

Salam :(

Gee's baby persian cat dah takde. Nobody is confirmed about her name so I just called her Baby. Baru hari tu main2 dengan baby and she looks fine. Allah lagi sayang kan dia. Sedih sgt. And Im sure Gee's family lagi sedih. IAllah ada rezeki ada lagi adik2 baby yg len. And I myself bila dah ada family nak bela kucing tak kisah lah stray cats or luxury cats kalau ada rezeki.. IAllah..

Gee, nak macam ni pls? So adorablee

*pic from Lowyat.net

Regards, Qila

Random

Salam :)

Wiken datang lagiiii~ Heee. Seronok2! 2 days of rests. Rest ke? Kadang2 kenaaa je datang kilang. Perghh feeling2 Employee of the month skjap HEE.

Just want to share, I used to love surfing and shopping things online. I mean, kadang2 everyday adaaa je benda sampai. Dah siap boleh hafal and cam bunyi abang PosLaju send barang ha. Tu zaman2 belajar and duit yang ada memang untuk makan and shopping semata2. Sekarang? I still like surfing through the things, tapi cuci mata je la. Shopping online is not a luxury I can afford anymore.Most of my money is for food, rent and gas. Yang lebih2 simpan sikit2 untuk rainy days, macam the time when my car got scratched, sakit hati sangat sebab hari2 tgk so I spent some moolah to repair it. Gone saving 1 month. Haih.

And since I now wear headscarf, I loveee browsing thru blogs yang jual nice and beautiful shawls, scarves. Rasa nak beliiiiiii. Tapi since I dont wear canggih manggih shawl style to work due to my work's nature, rasa rugi pulak. My work requires me to be on the move. Im on my feet every other 5 minutes, ke sana ke mari macam anak ayam. Actually I can settle everything thru fon je, tapi for a newbie macam moi, I rather go and talk face to face to understand that prob. Everything is a lesson, everyday :) So pakai shawl atau clothings yang meletops pun tak guna. Hari2 pakai boyfriend jeans, t shirts with cardi and tudung express. SIAP! :) And lagipun all those beautiful shawls online MAHALLL. I mean memang patut la mahal because of the materials, and the design, tapi pikir 2-3 kali jugak laa nak beli.. sebab for me, yang ada ni pun tak pakai habis lagi weee. So I beli inner kalerful banyak2, so nampak la the difference sedikit sebanyak HAHA.

Random : Lapaq satay and coolblog.. Pretty pls? :)

P/s : #prayforjapan. Hold on strong. Our prayers are for u. And harap2 rakyat Malaysia kat sana semua oke and selamat. Loves.

Regards, Qila

Back just for a while :)

Salam :)

Been away for quite a longgg time. Perhaps because my February wasnot that fun, but am not regretting anything TEEHEE. So here we are, MARCH! 4 months already into working life... which is...great. 4 months of living up north.. which is... great.

Apa2 lahh but my update for February is

• I am 23 on the 18th! Yayyy happy birthday to meeeee :)
• I scratched my OWN car, cost me RM200 to repair, my saving for the month, GONE. Sigh. Have to sebab of the guilt  have towards my parents. Dem I love them :)
• I finally met Polar's baby. She brought a smile to my face everytime I see her :))
• Berjaya puasa nafkah batin *WAHAHAHA* batin la sangat haha. Did not see dear bf for a month walaupun the distance is 90km/1h45m drive because he is away everyyy weekeeeendd :p

Oteh thats all.
Tired because of the new wedges which I lurrrrveeeeee and the money spending spree. HAHA. Queensbay sangat menggoda *sigh*

23 :)

So with that..

Regards, Qila