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Salam. :)

Images from the webcam, and feeling like wanna express how I am feeling right now. Hehe. Its just plain loveeeee.

And hearing the sound coming from other people's car, always make me remember how comforting the humm of PCP's engine. How the ignition sounds, how the 'tett tett tett' sound when Gee reverse the car. How I asked him on our early dates, 'Kenapa gear reverse kete ni sebelah gear 1?' How he always wants to open the window when we go through auto car wash, which is of cos the passenger side, with me sitting in it. The one time I went a little bit crazy and want to honk at a sleeping gas attendant. How we stop at many various gas station to pee, and sometimes to just buy dadih/ air freshener. I miss the mango ones. Hehe. So many sweet memories, and not to mention the fights on the road. The time when PCP had door problems and my door cant be opened from inside, how sweet people must thought my boyfriend is, and how gedik I am to let my boyfriend open the door. Haha, sweet times, until the door is fixed. Grrr. I miss the cat on the dashboard, miss fixing so it sits properly. Miss drying my hair by rolling the window down, and stocking up Mentos, just in case for Gee if he gets sleepy when he's on the way back.

Yeah, its all about the humm of the car. And the person behind the wheel. And this blog is somewhat dedicated to him. Hehe. He's family too. :)

Regards, Qila

Missing.

Salam :|

Was watching mtv, and Fearless - Taylor Swift was on. And suddenly my stomach flips and turns, wasnot a good feeling. Its because its one of the songs I listen to early in our relationship, a song that I really2 like. And when I hear it, it brings so much memories of spending time in his car, on the road, of talking things. I really, really miss that.

And thanks to my webcam, and his now-okay intenal mic, he can see me whenever he is in front of the laptop, and sayang, I can hear you, and thats enough. But seeing u is better, so 3G okay? Hehe.

I miss you.

Regards, Qila

Selamat.

Salam :|

Finally reached home, and now officially in a new phase of my life and relationship.

Life : Working, furthering. Im taking time to choose, I want to relax first. :)

Relationship : Long distance. Approx 500km apart. :( Arghh LDR!!

I wanted to work, and if I can, I also want to further. Ill see what comes first. But it would be nice if I can do both. So wish me luck, and opportunities. :) I actually just want to work simple first. Receptionist, cashier that sort of thing. Just to get me going you know. To get the working vibe, and also to earn some cash. Im paying installments now, so yea. Responsibilities, responsibilities. Tp sukaaaaa :))) After that then I want to work WORK. Real work I mean. We'll see, Im confused myself haha.

So 500km is separating us right now, but thanks to Skype, YM, Gtalk, phoneessss, I think the distance can be shortened. Its not as if we're in diff country, or even diff time zone. We both need to adapt with us being far from each other, so sangat perlu LESS sulking, LESS fights and more lurrrveeeee. Oke sayang? :) Ill see u in a blink love love.

Rumah is in disaster mode due to the renovation bleurghh. Serabut oke rumah. Tapi after da siap, I think the house will be looking pretty gooodd. And thank God for aircond. Save my lifeeeeeeee. :)) Am not coming out from this room for at least 45 years of my life :)

Gee is at KL, didnt get a chance to meet up at Gurun, no rejeki. Hmm. Tapi yesterday he already met the Parents so weehooo. Am happyyyyy. Too bad he cant join us for dinner. Hmm nex time k love, we'll set up family dinner together, that wud be nice kan? It wud be super fun :))

Harumanis was great. :)

Sate Lanang was superb. :)

Home is as usual, comforting. :)

Being away from your boyfriend, cancels out everything. :(

Okayyy I am exaggerating. I love being at home, and I love Gee. Wish I can have both.

Regards, Qila