Life has been good..

Salam.. :)

Huyoo lama tak update woo.. Ihik. Ntah le, mood dari Ramadhan sampai nak abes Syawal dah ni. Mcm tuuu je hahah. Hows life has been for the past few months for me? Same ol' Same ol'.. Family Alhamdulillah, Kerja Alhamdulillah, Kwn2 Alhamdulillah.. Okay lets go phase by phase shall we..

Family :

Alhamdulillah semua okay, sehat walafiat.. Tu yang paling penting untuk saya. Mereka happy, saya lagi2 happy.. Ramadhan dapat spend few days with them and Syawal pun dapat disambut dgn diorang, alto it was a short Raya, tapi cukup semuanya Alhamdulillah. Syawal pertama kena bagi duit Raya. It feels nice, altho my account feels very light afterwards teehee. Syawal 2011 jugak sgt2 bermakna sebab family Gee sempat meluangkan masa dtg untuk beraya. Alhamdulillah walaupun sesat2, its the thoughts and efforts that count! Hehe. Thanks Gee and family, sgt2 appreciate the time you guys spent altho korang pun memang rushing.. Happyyyy :)

Kerja :

So nak dekat setahun dah kerja kat sini, both of my supervisors pun dah move on, mereka dapat rezeki kat tenpat len pulak. I miss them sometimes tapi thats life hard cold fact in the private world, people jump here and there almost everyday, and I am sure when I am able to do that, I will too. I mean gaji dan benefit yang lebih tinggi dapat dioffer oleh orang len, sure akan amik kan? And I want to secure a very healthy financial background bila dah settle down nanti. Dengan family lagi, dengan babies lagi.. I am not good in investing, but I am quite good in saving money. Sbb harap sangat hidup takde debt except my PTPTN yang masih berbaki RM8.4k, my car loan and in future, a house loan. Semua ni tak mampu kot nak bayar pakai cash..nama pun keje makan gaji.. HMM. Gee, hantaran awak bayar hutang PTPTN saya je boleh tak? Ihik!

Relationship :

Tipu la tak ada ups and downs. Beberapa bulan ni saya and Gee dah rasa our lowest low, and our highest high. Bersyukur dengan nikmat yang Tuhan beri ni, cuma saya sangat berharap rancangan kami dipermudahkan. Segala yang dilakukan sekarang pun memang mengarah ke rancngan yang sedang dibuat. Dan Alhamdulilah juga Gee and I are on the same page. Umur kami yang nak menginjak 2 tahun ni banyak mematangkan kami, lagipun umur masing2 dah tua, priority pun dah berbeza. Priority sekarang banyak ke arah meneguhkan ekonomi masing2. Risau saya kat Gee kurang sket sbb dia duk dgn family, tapi risau mereka2 kat saya adalah berkali2 ganda. Ye lah perempuan, duk kat tempat orang pulak tu.. Tapi dah sedaya upaya menjaga diri sendiri.. :) Btw tak tahu lah jodoh atau apa, boifren adik and ufah jugak nama bermula dgn huruf AZ.. it might be a coincidence.. A beautiful one.. With dear daddy pun nama start with AZ.. :)

Life has been good to me, it taught me a lot.. IAllah dengan kesempatan yang ada, akan lebih belajar lagi kerana ilmu yang ada ni ceteknya tak dapat di ukur..

Regards, Qila

of family..

Salam :)

Its close to friday and I am in a highhh~ Seronoknya bila weekends are getting nearerrr. Last weekend was the best, my parents was up north, seeing their middle daughter, which havent set foot on Trg soil for almost 4 months~ *sigh* I miss KT  bad :(

So the parents' trip was awesome, aside from the accidents we saw on the highway, plus the jams.. And the bad food at Padang Besar *cannot explain* but it was erased when my dearest Gee came, suprised 3 of us by showing up unannounced :) So sebagai seorang Aqilah of courseeee I bagi jelingan hikmat.. Sebab I was sms-ing him the whole journey. Tapi ada dia bagitau? Tadak. Nak kasi suprise. Hamboi :p And I was pretty happy with myself, both my parents chillax je datang cni sebab I was driving, ibu and ayah jadi bos and mem besaqqq :))

Spend some moolah on them, tak banyak pun as my gaji is still ciput but nanti2 insyaAllah.. :) So planning going home on labour day, harap semua goin on smoothly.. Sent them back on Sunday night, with Gee's family and a lot of buah tangan from them, thanks very2 much. The mangga and ikan pekasammmm. Nyummmmy. Sent them with a wave and was relieved when they sms me saying they reach safely. And that weekend was the best.

Then spent Tuesday with Gee, got home early and went off for some food hunting and movie watching. Watched Sucker Punch which is AWESOME :) and spend some quality time together. We both needed that sometimes. Walk around just both of us in our little world :)

This weekend iAllah ill spend it good. My posts now lacks of pictures, I dont find picture taking a neccesity anymore. Ehe, Im getting so oldddddd, but that means Im old enough to kahwin! HAHA. Syg pls jgn takut, but Ill ask u nonetheless..

Will u Mohamad Azizi, ask me to marry you?

HAHA. Im asking u an indirect question, pls answer carefully. :)

Regards, Qila

To the person I love the most.

Salam. :)

March 19th. My father is a year older, a year wiser. But I still call him birthday boy, despite he has been the man, the ONLY man that I put higher above anyone at all. The man I love the most, forever. Tak pernah takut untuk cakap akan sayangkan lelaki ini selama2 nya, sebab I know, he will love me forever back. I never say forever to any boyfriends, but to him, he is my forever. My future husband have a big shoe to fill in, because I expect my children to have a father just like my ayah. So dear future husband, pls berguru dengan ayah dulu before thinking of having any mini u and me running around ;)

Sedih tak dapat celebrate, adik was in campus and ufah just landed. Will make it up to them, promise.

Just a shout to my dearest, the person I love the most,

Azman T.A, I love you, and have a nice birthday. Looking forward for your next and next and many many next. I promise if Im not there in person, a text before 8 will arrive, saying..

Happy birthday ayah! Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki. I love you. :))

I love you.

Regards, Qila

Ouhh

Salam :)

Its cold this morning. Actually every morning pn sejuk, but I havent got a chance to appreciate, Im always rushing to get ready. Then on a weekend like this, I can finally relax and said, its cold brr.

Wanting to go to Pasar pagi but Im blocked

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Okay dah habis cerita nak pergi pasar pagi. Pergi dan pulang dah pun ZZZZZ. In the end, I have to move my friend's car in order to get my own out. So pertama kali membawa kereta orang len walaupun glabah tahap cipan. Glabah for wat I dunno sebab kete tu pun auto jugak WEEE. Nama pun barang orang so haruslah saya berasa kurang selesa dan takut jadi apa2.. HMM.

So beli breakfast dan barangan seronok menggunakan bajet minggu ini, ada lebih lagi, HARUS ada lebih untuk menyara kehidupan minggu depan heee. Alhamdulillah, rasanya this month dah start saving some moolah, harapnya akan berterusan. Kalau tak dapat menyimpan lebih, harapnya masih dapat amaun yang sama every month hee.

Tomorrow is a double celebration. My mommy's birthday. I miss her so much. :( and my anniversary with Gee. I miss him too. :(

Regards, Qila

dear parents.

Ibu dengan ayah pesan belajar elok-elok.
And I am going to do just that for tomorrow.

Sorry ibu, ayah. Qila kadang-kadang leka.

I miss you both so so much.

I burnt my finger. It hurts. Ill keep sucking my finger until it feels numb. And perhaps Ill sleep over it. I promise I'll call tomorrow. Talking just now for 2:33 minutes just doesnt cut it. I miss you both.

All I ever wanted was to make you both happy, and I will. I promise I will.

For everything ive done wrong, I am sorry, and I love u both so much.

Humbly and sincerely.
your middle daughter.

Jauh

Salam :)

I am now officially in my blue room at home sweet home. Sampai pagi tadi around 615am, sama masa dengan Gee sampai dekat airport. So stayed up until he checked-in and talk for a while before he boarded the flight, saying take cares and have funs. Well, it will be another wek before I can see him again, face to face but we are always on the phone or texting each other during holidays. Ni with RM2/ msg, its expansive to have texting marathons like we always do. And it makes me really, really grumpy sbb Im used to texting him ALL the time hahaahaahha. But thanks to Celcom SMS, we get to update each other via Facebook, and knowing he's oke and having fun with the family, is good enough for me. :)

Bake cuppies for the family siang tadi, the main reason is to take my mind off thinking of him *sigh* Glad the family likes it. And ibu cooking ayam masak lemak cili api just made my dayyyyy. Sedap kot. Dah lama tak makan kot. Heavennnnn. :) So planning to enjoy the holidays as much as possible sebab no more hols after this, its all work baby!

I guess tonight will be going to sleep early, nobody to 3g with.

Till then,

Regards, Qila

Going home.

Salam :|

So here I am, at W.Ulu alone in my room, listening to Yuna's Missing Star while thinking about the misery Im going through tonight and also thinking of the BF yang sekarang is on his way to KL with the family. Malam ni Im going back to KT woohoo. Can't wait. And Gee's flight is also tomorrow. He's going to BDG and JKT waaaa. No 3g for so many days. How?? Qila, bertabah!

Tgh packing things for KT, barang2 kek dah penuh beg. Adui. Guess I wont be bringing home anything else la. Hehe. Can't wait to start baking kat rumah yayyyy. :D

Yesterday delivered 8 boxes x 25 cuppies to Angah's customers. 200 biji kot. Gila ah. Hahaha. Tahniah Angah! :D

Balik KT mlm ni rasa ringan sebab my project is going smoothly, made 18 cubes already so buka sem will proceed with another 18 cubes. Dah mula cerah sket la. I hope. Hehe. I just have to grad this coming August. Mesti. Grad dengan kawan2, must be fun kan? :D

Utk family Gee, have fun and enjoy the trip! Indonesia is one pretty place :) and to my family, Im coming home tonight, malam esok kita makan besar oke? :)) Loves....!

Doakan saya malam ni selamat sampai berjumpa dengan keluarga tercinta. I miss them much much much!

Regards, Qila

Salam :)

Some pics from the weekend trip aritu ehe.

ibu :)

with the sister

Penang ppl!!

Gambar selingan haha. Air jambu before class :)

Battery was recharged after seeing the Fam so sekarang fokus! Adui, da berapa kali fokus daaaaa. Haha. Watched Adnan Sempit TWICE and still gelak gila2 bila part 'Wa nampak lu kecik BESAR kecik BESAR' hahahhahah. Its a cool movie, thumbs up lah :)

Nak tengok Haunted University, tapi tak ada masa lagi. Nanti2 la kan.. Haih. Miss the times when we used to spend time dengan melilau2 tak tentu hala. Hahaahaha.

Am writing this while waiting for Gee to arrive home safe. Be safe oke. :)

Regards, Qila

You, you

Salam. :|

Hmm. Weekend yang tak berapa best. Feeling sorry for my lil sis sebab things aren't that good for her. Not academically of cos. Kesian dia maybe can not ikut ufah jalan2 during her sem break sebab ada kem. She still are disappointed sebab can not come with me during my UK trip. Ni tak tau la ufah nak bawak dia jalan p mana but then I already gave some suggestions, harap dia nampak la jalan nak elak the university's thingy.

Already submitted my first draft, komen dari SV 'Nipis sangat'. So yea akan mencuba buat lagi tebal chaiyo2! Next week sample preparation. Lambat betul fly ash nak sampai haish!

Already bought my ticket to go back for CNY. Nak raya ni tak sabar oke hahahhhahaha. I really need some fam time. Am celebrating my 22nd at home too. So, yayy.

Gee and fam are going back East so weekend tanpa dia la gamaknya. Nasib dapat ngeteh sama2. Ill miss you. Safe journey untuk semua.

So nak kebaskan punggung, badan, kaki, tangan dengan melepak atas katil sampai lebam. Ada nak join? Come come..

Till then.

Regards, Qila

Hugs.

Salam :)

What a nice morning. Woke up with that warm feeling of someone hugging you for the whole night, padahal bergomol dengan blanket je sampai pagi haha. But that's what we call little luxuries in life. Hugs, smiles, kisses and beautiful sights. :)

Some people are born pretty, some are born rich. Some are born with nothing and they have to struggle to get what they want. I am lucky enough to be born physically perfect and are able to have what I want, if I work hard enough. Jealousy is one evil monster, even envy is one of the mighty sin. I tried not to get jealous of people and be grateful for what I have. The Parents teach me that in order to get something, you have to show how much you want it, be it to excel in the studies, be it to accomplish a goal, be it as a sign of your achievement. The Parents never spoiled us, be we tend to spoiled ourselves by asking wayyy to much, and we misunderstand that in the act of giving in by the Parents, that is love. The Parents will love us no matter what, thats who they are. The ability to provide, to shelter, to love is what gives them satisfaction. Hey, looking at the smiles and laughs on our faces is what makes their day. They'll do anything for us kan?

This is an entry for my Parents, who I miss so much, who I care so much about and who I'd die for. I'd give anything for them.

Ahh nak balik! Tapi UniMAP tak kasi naik bas malam dah? Sila bagi duit untuk flight ticket boleh? Pretty please? Haha.

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After a longgggg date-less week, semalam ngedate and it was funnnnn. And terubat sudah perasaan mengidam nak makan dadih, had a cup semalam. Nyaaammmm :))))

A great day to start of my weekend, hoping to settle some work today. Till then.

Regards, Qila

Ucaptama seorang Aqila

Salam :)

Selamat 2010!

Pagi2 da bangun, sebab sepatutnya ada class @ 9 but then lecturer cancel and said next week baru betul2 start. Masuk lab 2-3 round, kacau2 manusia yang buat FYP sebab truly yours free sampai Isnin HAHA *gelak jahat* feeling weightless ni tapi I have to prepare for next week pulak lah. Bukan free suka2 okay! Hehe.

Semalam kaki bengkak sebab pagi full buat lab which requires physical work, dulu boleh la kasi group members tugas jugak, sekarang no more, I have to do it all by myself, dah la tak ada adik beradik yang sama supervisor so yea, all by myselffff *nyanyi sikit* haha. And stay sampai jam 3 kat lab, tunggu Has amik. Jalan2. Jam 9 baru sampai rumah, my feet memang bengkak, lenguh tak boleh cakap apa. Freshen up, online sekejap then terus out. Get msgs wishing Happy New Year, tapi cuma dibalas pagi tadi, sedar msgs masuk, tapi serious unable to reply. My eyes are glued dengan gam gajah. Thanx anyways for the wishes hehe loves loves.

Its weekend but I guess Ill spend it going over papers and finishing bersih2 bilik. Still ada 1 beg besar baju yang tak kemas masuk loker. Semak! No resolutions for this year, I guess I've stopped making resolutions a few years back sebab makin buat azam makin tak jadi realiti. So yea, living this year according to my rules, Ill do what I want, macam itu will be much, much easier. Bila the things tak jadi, Ill have only myself to blame, tak susahkan orang lain :)

I miss my family. Nak balik tapi I can't. The bffs wanted me to come home for CNY/mid sem, ada gossip hot yang memerlukan orang yang digossip kan itu menceritakan gossipnya sendiri, orang lain tak boleh. Macam kelam je angan2 nak balik, so I hope my suggestion for a web conference tu bukan main2, I seriously mean it if I can be there physically, I at least can be there electronically *err..* Serkap jarang, I am smelling a somekind of Majlis going on later this year.. Meriah2!!! Kena start saving for the bajus niiiiiiii. Owh something to look forward to, exciting! :))

Tahun ni banyak event will be going on, looking forward to everything. Sekarang berharap everything will be according to plan, no hiccups/bumps that can make me breakdown lagi or anything, mintak simpang! Especially in my studies, hope everything will be smooth sailing~ I can't wait for the Parents to see me in my robes :) Even thinking about it makes me feels like crying. Emo la Qila, haha.

Wishing everyone lotsa luck! 2010, lets make it the bestest yet. :)

Regards, Qila

Bye-bye.

Salam :)

3 hari hujan lebat. Baru saya tau maksud ibu bila ibu cakap hujan non-stop di Kuala Terengganu. Memang non-stop. Hari ni baru serik sikit hujan. Harap2 bertahan lah cuaca ni, sebab malam ni saya nak balik Perlis! Closer to friends, closer to Gee tapi few hundreds kilometres away from my family. *sigh* Tak puas lagi tau! :(

So semua target semasa di rumah dah tercapai.. I made fondant by myself, I bake cuppies for the Parents, I bake cookies(walaupun tak heart shaped tapi nevermind lah!), bought Terengganu thingies and I made some pixel arts. Tak lah artsy fartsy sangat haha :p Target is achieved, Im happy! :)

Semalam melantak KFC for dinner, ramai oke, beratur panjang nak mampus, tambah plak sejukkk gila. Terorder iced lemon tea yang berais, kena tegur dengan ibu and ayah. We're not allowed iced drinks time2 macam ni. First sebab nak elak kena TAUN and second sebab kitorang senang kena batuk hujan2 camni. Ehe so elakkan minuman berais ye. :)

Baru selesai mengemas, fiuh. Part paling dibenci setiap kali nak pergi mana2. I tend to over pack sebab rasa semua nak bawak. Mula la beg banyak. Mula la terpikir macam mana nak angkut semua ni pagi esok balik kolej. Huaaaaa :(

Yang penting I had a great time balik ni. My family was complete for Raya, we had great fun dining and stuffs and I had rest. Cool enough. So maybe tak balik sampai buka semester and the nearest holiday which is Christmas tapi I doubt Ill go home sebab tiket mesti cepat habis. Phew. Malas oke nak berebut kat kaunter. Lagipun tiket PERGI sahaja costs me RM57. My duit makan for a week. Balik pun jadi makin letih je, it takes 8 hours to reach KT.

So wish me safe journey, and Ill write from Perlis insyaAllah tomorrow. :)

Regards, Qila

Cook-A-Dee-Doo

Salam :)

Hm, satu hari hujan. Dari pagi jam 7.30 am sampai la sekarang. Brr sejuk! Pagi ni pun Gee yang kejut, ehe da tukar role biasa moi yang kejutkan haha. Dikejutkan awal to salam Ufah before she went to the airport while Gee pun pergi airport jugak. Sending his VVIP. :)

Thinking of having scrambled egg and bread for breakfast, nak jadi orang sedikit putih today kononnya but end up ternampak nasi leftover semalam. So buat nasi goreng black pepper for breakfast. Sent a pic to Gee, saja nak kasi hati panas sikit hahaahah.

Hari ini memang hari untuk saya masak2 sebab it was raining and Ayah tak boleh turun pun dari kereta to buy our lunch. Nasib baik we both(adik and me) had a heavy breakfast so tak kisah sangat ada lunch ke tak. Tapi dalam jam 2, start rasa lapar so buat sardine roll for our lunch and the Parents punya tea. Sukses Sukses! Haha.

Ni sekejap lagi I'm planning to make some cuppies. Gigih! Harap fondant bertahan and tak cair lah pls pls pls!

nota kaki : okay I am starting to sound repetitive tapi I MISS MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH pls can i have him and at the same time stay at home? And I'll continue missing him until he is right in front of my eyessss. Badly needed the 3G technology tonight pls? Thanx to Celcom yang 3G nya super murah 3G hari2 boleh tak? :D

Regards, Qila

Pixellate heart on your mirror

Salam :)

What a nice way to wake up in the morning, hearing his voice. Ehe. So hari ini bermula dengan HAPPY sekali :) Dengar bunyi hujan pulak, hmmmm bestnya snuggle dalam comforter haha. Hujan tak lama tapi cuaca sekarang very nice, sejuk.

Umi datang beraya and dia pakai tudung 'sulam bayang' cantik sangat, rare lah sebab still baru kot? She said nanti ada kelas ajar buat sulam tu tapi tak sempat nak pergi, I am going back to Perlis on the 2nd, class tu pulak on the 7th and 8th. Yang lagi best, it's F-ing FREE. Argh! Tapi adik ada pergi so I'll ask her to teach me lah nanti kot? Hee :)

Planning today nak buat some pixel thingies, tapi tak tau lagi nak buat bentuk apa. Hehe. Tak pun nak bake cookies or make some cupcakes kalau jadi pergi kedai barang2 kek petang nanti. Nak try buat fondant. By myself. Wah saya sangat konfiden ni! Hahah.

Aktiviti2 yang di plan sementara berada di K. Terengganu :

1. Bake heart-shaped cookies :)
2. Buy Trg thingies utk bawak balik
3. Try buat fondant and cuppies
4. Pixels thingies

Hm, cita2 yang tinggi. Chaiyo2!

Am going out for a while with Ibu and the sisters. Yayyyy.

Regards, Qila