Saturday, December 1, 2012

Return..

Salam..

My bf asks me just now.. 'dah x update blog?'

Ni update ni... :)

Life is getting interesting. See u soon :)

Monday, March 26, 2012

Quarter

Salam :)

Hee. Habis quarter year baru nak update! Yeah saya memang malas! Ahaha. Well, a quick one as its already 1016pm, and I need my beauty sleep!

Life : Well same ol, only 1 year older. I celebrated my birthday a month ago, and it was great. But it would be better if I can celebrate it at home, of course. But dear boyfriend went the extra mile and bawak me to Kg Pelet, this great place where the food is awesommmeee. The environment is awesoommeee. Mmg syiokk. So it was lomantikk and great :) Thanks love. My family been good, went to Family Trip early of Feb, it was GREAT. I miss them soooooo.. :(

Relationship : Great! Working in the same dept have its perks! We're cool kan b haha

Work : Got my first increment, my first bonus, and commit my first shipment. Yeaaayyy. All is looking good, but maybe its time to move on, its always best to move when u are at ur best. Huaa. We'll see where my rezeki is..

Friends : Greeeaat as usual. Love u guys :) Love me back k kalau tak tanak kawan ;)

Health : Yes OK and aiming to be healthier. Yeeeah.

So hows my summary? :)

Rgrds, Qla

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Untitled


Salam :D

Muka si bebulat menghiasi page anda..
Im getting sleepy, Ill update tomorrow lah. :)

Regards,Qila

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Duit?

Salam.. ;)

So a lot of people around me are getting married or engaged, i would also, iAllah when the time comes. When the costs of the marriage itself is A LOT, i believe i can still cut down the cost, bcos in the end, it all comes down to you to make the choices.

Such as door gift. You seriously wanna give something that cost rm3 such as chocolate/mug/cupcakes to random ppl? If you got the money to splurge why not? But for me, eggs will always be my choice. Bcos eggs itself is a symbol of fertility, and hey, people can eat them! When I got the cute chocolates/cupcakes, I usually sayang to makan, and then berkulat like that je. Sayang kannn? Even eggs pon you can give them in nice box or put some stickers on them saying Thank you or what nots. Boleh saja donk!

Food is something I wont cut cost on. So good food = pricey tag. No prob, I dont want my guests to sakit perut or say Tak Sedappp. Not the way I want my guest to remind me of ;)

Baju. 1 outfit is enough. Banyak2 panas. 1 at my side, 1 at his. Sudahhhh. ;)

Hantaran. We will work something out, is not going to buy IPAD/IPHONE/SAMSUNG whatnots. Maybe shirts, songket (Terengganu is famous for those), bag, wallet, shoes those stuffs. We still need money for life after the kenduri.

Miscellaneous things, such as cards, photographer, titbits.. bla bla..

And guess what. Although I seem to cut all I can, it still amounts up to 20k for my side. Its a realistic figure, that one is EXCLUDING  house rents, bills, car payment,food for two after married. Hahaha. All of that for one day event. If I have my way, I am sure I can cut 1/3 of that, but not sure the family will go for it. HMM.

Butttt, although you can not cut cost for the event, you can cut cost by buying your honeymoon at Groupon! Bless this website, got Bali, Langkawi, Cambodia.. Langkawi ones look tempting.. So Qila wait for your honeymoooonnn hehe.

Nota : Entri ni adalah suka2 sahaja. I am NOT getting amrried in the near future. No plans yet. Moga dipermudahkan segalanya. And yeah, I believe one of the ways to save money is without having Engagement Day. Terus kahwin sajaaa. Hehe. Tapi sekali lagi diulangi, if you have the money, why not? Go ahead. As for me, working hard for money makes me very calculative, and I try cutting where I can.Berpijak di bumi yang nyata sambil mngecilkan periuk supaya keraknya juga nipis.

Sampai nanti.

Regards,
Qla

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Happy Anniversary, Sayang.

Salam :)

As per the title, 23rd Oct 2011 will be my 2 years anniversary with Gee. Its been 2 years since the day we both had McD at the Alor Star Stadium, sealing our friendship into a relationship. It was truly one of my most cherished day, the day I become half yours.Ill be fully yours the day when dear daddy shake your hands, and that day, Ill have 2 men to be my crying shoulders. Damn I love you both.

Did you remember how malu i was at that time?
Did you noticed I was smiling so wide my face could crack?
Did you know how happy I was?
:))

So sayang,

Thanks,
For being my boyfriend.
For being patient.
For always being there, altho I know sometimes I can be a little too much
For taking care of me, because my parents trusts you, a lot.
For making me happy.
For being YOU.

We'll celebrate our birthday ni nanti k?
Ill wait for you.
Bcos 1 day, 2 days, a week is nothing, bcos if you promise me you'll be here, Ill just wait.
And you'll know where to find me.
:)

Rgrds,
Qila

Monday, October 17, 2011

Introducing :)

Salam..

Its raining.. mmg kondusif utk tido ni hehe. Lgpun I am super tired due to the last 2 days mmg sgt hectic.. Letih sgt.

Se let me introduce to you my new baby :

my blackberry curve 8520 at the left. Oke yang kanan boleh ignore, thats my company phone hee :D

Rasa sgt puas hati beli sebab it was using my own money, keja gigih2 and I treat myself with this thangg, although hanyalah low end punya model but then there's always room to upgrade the phone, IAllah ada rezeki nnt kan hehe. So skrg masih kenal mengenal my bb, using Bis Bonus saja bcos I dont want to use line, it costs too much ;(

What I like about bb is its simple, its basic, but its another level of simplicity and basic. Sgt best for me bcos it has the func that I need plus func len2 like the FB and Twitter. Just nice bcos I am a FB junkie so yeaaa :)

And the BBM, gets me connected with my Indo friends, for freeeee.. and we can BBM while at work, haha bcos sometimes I can get a little bored, so kacau2 here and there.. Naiss.

Skrg just need to pujuk dear bf beli bb jgk. Your tabby is nice, but its nicer if you can BBM me too :)

Rgrds,
Qla

Monday, October 10, 2011

101111

Salam :)

Hari ni puasa, iAllah nak puasa all week and mestilah teringin makan mcm2 kan..
So free sket kat office google la sambal bilis sebab teringin nak makan dgn kurma ayam ptg nnt :)

Sambal Bilis dan Kentang :

4 biji kentang


1 cawan ikan bilis belah

3 ulas bawang merah (ditumbuk)

1 ulas bawang putih (ditumbuk)

3 sudu makan cili boh (boleh dikurang/tambah)

2 sudu makan sos tiram

1-2 sudu makan madu (option)

Minyak utk menggoreng & menumis
 
_____________________________________
  1. Kentang dikupas kulit, potong bentuk wedges, goreng hingga perang dan ketepikan
  2. Ikan bilis dicuci bersih, goreng hingga garing dan ketepikan
  3. Tumiskan bahan tumbuk hingga wangi dan garing.Masukkan cili boh,tumis sampai pecah minyak.Kemudian masukkan pula sos tiram dan madu.
  4. Kemudian masukkan kentang dan ikan bilis.Gaul sebati.Siap untuk dihidang
  5. SELAMAT MENCUBA
Resipi from myresipi.com :)

Kentang tu kalau sagat halus2 and crispy mesti lagi best! Ni yg seronok buat sambal sebab hari tu gigih buat cili boh sendiri. Cili boh jual kat sini semua pucat2. Dontch likeeee. :( So beli cili kering kat Giant, rendam dgn air suam, blend dengan bawang besar, bawang putih and sedikit halia bagi wangi. Garam masuk secubit. Tak payah banyak sebab nnt masak tambah garam lagi.. :) Puas ati tgk warna merah menyala cili boh buatan sendiri. Pedas plak tu. Terangkatttt.

Oke, sambung keje, kang nak balik on time katenye. Mak kena masak untuk anak2 ikan kat rumah. Hee.

Regards, Qila

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Sunday Night

Salam :)

Was watching my housemates getting ready for their dates :) such a nice feeling. I miss night dates, we used to have it so often during uni days. It was niceeeee. But now, due to the distance that Gee or me has to travel after the end of each date, we usually say goodbye at 5 or 6 pm, so either of us will reach not later than 9 o'clock either Jitra/Kulim. And lagipun I usually sleep at 10pm, making it impossible for me to go anywhere after 9pm especially on a weekday. But we ganti the time by seeing each other the earliest as possible, and try to do a lot of things in a short amount of time. Right now, knowing he is safe and sound is enough for me, although sometimes I miss him so much I will start my perangai and piss him off gila2. Sorry b!

I am grateful for the late nights during our uni years, and I am grateful for the days we share, doesnt matter if its just an hour during my lunch, or the whole day during a Sunday. I am just grateful for u. Spending time with  my loved one, meaning my fam, your fam, and YOU is the most cherished part of my life. My highlight of the week. :)

Looking forward to spend the rest of my life with you you you. :)

Rgrds, Qila

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

27th!

Salam :)

Gaji dah masuk! Yeayy. 25% masuk tabung hee.
Tapi still dalam dilemma nak beli tak telepon baru.

Aiyoo ammaaaa!

Monday, September 26, 2011

You

Salam :)

I have a lot of friends from high school in FB. Well 70% of my FB friends comes from my college days, tapi ada lah that 20% comes from my high school.. And yang I can see is ramai antara mereka berpasangan dengan kawan2 semasa sekolah juga. The one that I never thought they could end up with. Hehe. It seems that no matter how far you search for that special someone, you had already meet them. They were in front of you all along. Maybe mereka dah ketemu jodoh, mungkin semasa belajar, tapi kemudian jodoh tu tak kekal lama, jumpa kawan2 sekolah and then poof! Chemistry all over again. Hahah. Tapi I kenot tahan if that happen to me. I mean I have some history at school, and I prefer to leave them in the past. Lagipun all of my schoolmates treat me like Im some kind of adik although at that moment, I was bigger than some of em. I was hugeeee although not as hugeeee as now hahaa. Lets just say if I could tun back time I will want to change just 1 thing, of not falling too hard, and was broken by the falling. I wish no one would ever felt the feeling I was feeling at that time, it was cruel yaww. I was 16, hurting, but yet I survived my first heartbreak, and I was stronger than ever :) #SayaGenerasi nyanyi lagu Stronger bila putus cinta :)

Well for me, my jodoh right now is Gee, whom I met when I was 19, someone who I was curious of, but never get the chance to know (you got some history,too mister!). Tapi namanya jodoh, the chemistry datang 2 years later, I was 21, I fell in love, and still is falling every day. :) Look at where we are right now, close to 2 years old hunnybee :) Lets both be two mature beings and not play with each others heart, bcos my family loves you like i love you, much. And they will kill anybody who hurt me, I can promise that :)

So konklusinya, jodoh kita maybe classmate darjah 1 dulu. Maybe yang slalu tarik kerusi kita time kita nak duduk. Maybe yang selalu buat kita nangis. Atau maybe nerd pakai spek tebal, tapi sekarang muka dah macam Aaron Aziz. Jodoh kita maybe tengah tunggu je nak jumpa kita, atau maybe abang diploma yang baru masuk kelas masa second year :) Mana nak tahu mana jodoh kita, sampai lah tiba masa ayah kita salam tangan dia, and serah tanggungjawab untuk jaga kita, tanggung dosa kita and guide kita. Masa tu lah kita boleh tengok dia dalam-dalam and bagi hidup kita untuk dia lead sbb masa tu, kita dah jdi hak dia.

Hehe. I am feeling mellow. I will finish my glass of milk, and go to sleep. Nite :)

Regards, Qila

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Life has been good..

Salam.. :)

Huyoo lama tak update woo.. Ihik. Ntah le, mood dari Ramadhan sampai nak abes Syawal dah ni. Mcm tuuu je hahah. Hows life has been for the past few months for me? Same ol' Same ol'.. Family Alhamdulillah, Kerja Alhamdulillah, Kwn2 Alhamdulillah.. Okay lets go phase by phase shall we..

Family :

Alhamdulillah semua okay, sehat walafiat.. Tu yang paling penting untuk saya. Mereka happy, saya lagi2 happy.. Ramadhan dapat spend few days with them and Syawal pun dapat disambut dgn diorang, alto it was a short Raya, tapi cukup semuanya Alhamdulillah. Syawal pertama kena bagi duit Raya. It feels nice, altho my account feels very light afterwards teehee. Syawal 2011 jugak sgt2 bermakna sebab family Gee sempat meluangkan masa dtg untuk beraya. Alhamdulillah walaupun sesat2, its the thoughts and efforts that count! Hehe. Thanks Gee and family, sgt2 appreciate the time you guys spent altho korang pun memang rushing.. Happyyyy :)

Kerja :

So nak dekat setahun dah kerja kat sini, both of my supervisors pun dah move on, mereka dapat rezeki kat tenpat len pulak. I miss them sometimes tapi thats life hard cold fact in the private world, people jump here and there almost everyday, and I am sure when I am able to do that, I will too. I mean gaji dan benefit yang lebih tinggi dapat dioffer oleh orang len, sure akan amik kan? And I want to secure a very healthy financial background bila dah settle down nanti. Dengan family lagi, dengan babies lagi.. I am not good in investing, but I am quite good in saving money. Sbb harap sangat hidup takde debt except my PTPTN yang masih berbaki RM8.4k, my car loan and in future, a house loan. Semua ni tak mampu kot nak bayar pakai cash..nama pun keje makan gaji.. HMM. Gee, hantaran awak bayar hutang PTPTN saya je boleh tak? Ihik!

Relationship :

Tipu la tak ada ups and downs. Beberapa bulan ni saya and Gee dah rasa our lowest low, and our highest high. Bersyukur dengan nikmat yang Tuhan beri ni, cuma saya sangat berharap rancangan kami dipermudahkan. Segala yang dilakukan sekarang pun memang mengarah ke rancngan yang sedang dibuat. Dan Alhamdulilah juga Gee and I are on the same page. Umur kami yang nak menginjak 2 tahun ni banyak mematangkan kami, lagipun umur masing2 dah tua, priority pun dah berbeza. Priority sekarang banyak ke arah meneguhkan ekonomi masing2. Risau saya kat Gee kurang sket sbb dia duk dgn family, tapi risau mereka2 kat saya adalah berkali2 ganda. Ye lah perempuan, duk kat tempat orang pulak tu.. Tapi dah sedaya upaya menjaga diri sendiri.. :) Btw tak tahu lah jodoh atau apa, boifren adik and ufah jugak nama bermula dgn huruf AZ.. it might be a coincidence.. A beautiful one.. With dear daddy pun nama start with AZ.. :)

Life has been good to me, it taught me a lot.. IAllah dengan kesempatan yang ada, akan lebih belajar lagi kerana ilmu yang ada ni ceteknya tak dapat di ukur..

Regards, Qila

Monday, August 1, 2011

Doa untuk saya and awak..

Salam..

Tak sapa boleh nafi yang aku memang seorang yang emotional dan senang terbawak2 dgn perasaan.
Lebih2 lagi dengan orang yg aku syg..

Ya Allah...


Seandainya telah Engkau catatkan...

Dia milikku tercipta buatku...

Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku...

Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami...

Agar kemesraan itu abadi...



Ya Allah...

Ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengasihani...

Seringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini...

Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi...

Maka jodohkanlah kami...



Tetapi Ya Allah...

Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan

Dia bukan milikku...

Bawalah dia jauh daripada pandanganku...

Luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku...

Dan periharalah aku dari kekecewaan...



Ya Allah ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti...

Berikanlah aku kekuatan...

Menolak bayangannya jauh ke dada langit...

Hilang bersama senja yang merah...

Agarku sentiasa tenang...

Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya...



Ya Allah yang tercinta...

Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdir-Mu...



Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan

Adalah yang terbaik untukku...

Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui...

Segala yang terbaik buat hamba-Mu ini...



Ya Allah...

Cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku...

Di dunia dan akhirat...

Dengarkanlah rintihan daripada hamba-Mu yang daif ini...

Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian...

Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat...

Menjuruskan aku ke arah kamaksiatan dan kemungkaran...

Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman...

Agar aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup...

Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai...

Dan kurniakanlah kepadaku keturunan yang soleh dan solehah...



Ya Allah...

Berikanlah kami kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat...

Dan periharalah kami dari azab api Neraka...



Amin...amin...Ya rabbal 'aalamin.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

...

No man is worth my tears.

I live and I learn.

Sebab nobody, nobody will catch you when you fall.

And I learn that the hard way.

No man is worth my tears, anymore.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Salam :)

Let me introduce, my latest obsession. 2 hari tak pegang dah rindu ya amat. Weekend ni nak men2 dgn ini budak. Her name is Jijah hee.

Thanks dear daddy for the gift. Will take good care of it. :)

Saturday, June 25, 2011

the need to splurge..

Salam :)

Weekends! Tapi gaji belom masuk. I iz sad again. HAHA.

Gaji tak masuk lagi tapi macam dah ada plan for the gajizzz.
Macam nak splurge beli anuzzer Longchamp. Tapi kat Penang pun tadak Longchamp.
Nak beli online, kang putih mata dapat yang fake.

Alahai. Lupa.

I have to start paying for my carzzz.

There goes my Longchamp.

I iz saddddddd.

Regards, Qila

Monday, June 20, 2011

7 colours of you

Salam :)

Kan ada kata2 yang mana Allah turunkan hujan, supaya kita dapat nampak pelangi..
And tu yang saya rasa skrg ni.

Pelangi tu masih samar2, tapi yang pasti ia akan makin terang, iAllah.. Dan yang pasti jugak, hujan akan sentiasa turun, supaya aku lebih menghargai pelangi yang datang selepas hujan reda..

Semoga kita akan tabah menghadapi hujan2 selepas ni, sebab saya nak menikmati pelangi yang cantik, dgn awak. Cuma dgn awak.

Rgrds,
Qla

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Kalau...

Salam.

Kalau sedih kita boleh buat apa?
Makan banyak2 sampai kenyang? (hmm nanti gemok lagi susah hati)
Shopping barang2 tak penting atau retail therapy kononnye? (duit habis. HMM)
Kua tanpa arah tujuan? (wasting my petrol, dah la pakai ron95, lagi cepat evaporate haih)
Bsuka ria tak ingat dunia? (then nak bsuke ria 24/7 ke?bukan boleh buang memory tu)

Tapi rasa nak buat cemni.;

Amik air smyang, solat.
Mnum susu segelas, masuk bilik, off lampu.
Nangis (kalau perlu, it releases your stress tau)
Tutup mata, doa yang esok akan jadi lebih baik.
Itu pun kalau masih boleh bnafas kat bumi Allah.
:)

Things will get better, I promise Aqilah.
Life always goes on.
InsyaAllah.

Rgrds,
Qila

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

white shoes :)

Salam :)

A short update..
Sharing this picture.
I am so having this shoe for my wedding day :)


white, with ribbons. :)

Rgrds,
Qla

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Come, and go.

Salam :)

Tamat lah sudah weekend saya. Ill be going to office with a new title this Monday so yeah. Tak tau nak excited or what. 

Spend the weekend with Gee and his family, went to Ferringhi, which I havent stepped on since 2nd year hehe. It was colourful, and fun. And nice because I had the time to spend with Gee, especially. Today we spend Sunday by going to Qbay, after dropping CCQ at home, terus shoot Penang. Had my 2nd experience of Fish Spa, which as always, veryyyyy geli!


you are better than the best :)

And then jalan2 around, beli something at Daiso and then had Jcool with baby Jco, Takoyaki at Jusco with the giant sausage. Sangat wisata kuliner. Just titbits as we had a heavy lunch at Nasi Ayam Periuk Besar which as always, is AWESOMEEE. I had a slight urge to tell Gee to stop by my office for a while, but fight that urge and saying, nothing matters that much to me than the people Im with right then. Ill deal with it tomorrow. I will.

And then he dropped me off at home, saying goodbyes to Angah and Acik, perhaps it will be quite some time before I can see them again, Angah is going to Kemaman, with Acik and my Gee so yeah. It makes me down sometimes but then I know what he is doing now is for the future, our future. So Im letting him spread his wings and fly, although we fly in different direction, we both know our destination will be the same. We will see each other again, very, very soon. Time is nothing when you will share a life together, insyaAllah when He permits it. 

Dem, I miss my parents, and the thought of dear boyfriend is now going to be in Terengganu too, makes me wanna leave everything, and went back home. Just give me two years, and Ill be home. 

Regards, Qila

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

The call

Salam :(


Hari ni entry lepas perasaan sikit.

BOLEH TAK JANGAN CALL AKU TIME MAGHRIB?
BOLEH TAK KALAU JGN TANYE SOALAN YANG KAU DA TAU AKU XDE JAWAPAN SEBAB MEMORY OTAK AKU TAK SAMA DENGAN MEMORY PC AKU KAT OFIS?
BOLEH TAK KALAU KAU JANGAN TUNJUK PANDAI SANGAT?


PEH panas gila ni. Serius!Benci kalau orang tanya soalan yang dia tau kita takkan boleh jawab sebab the infos are at the fucking office, and it was already 730pm, office time is fuckin over!

I was really just doing a favour by answering your fucking call!

Rasa nak buat nak block HER fon number after office hours. Nomor orang lain oke je, they dont annoy me so much.

Memang aku pilih org. Well, bad luck, you are not my chosen one.

Fuhh. Tido jom.

Regards, Qila