Salam :)
Tengah hujan. Sejuk. Bestttt. Tapi tak kondusif untuk belajar *sigh*. Akan mencuba untuk menguatkan keazaman dan kesungguhan untuk menyelesaikan kerja2 tertangguh insyaAllah. :) Pening2 lalat ni, sebab dah 2 hari beturut2 kena hujan. Semalam sebab amik Tenten dari Naz, hari ni sebab pergi ATM dekat pejabat. Nasib tak lebat sangat tapi still boleh nampak bintang jugak lah.. Hm, harap2 lepas wangi japg hilang la bintang2 ni.
So seperti yag diduga gosip hot pasal salah satu bff saya sgt berkait rapat dengan majlis2. She's getting marrrrrieddd!! Serius ingatkan dia nak tunang je, but then lepas tau citer sebenarnya is she's getting marrieddddd!! Tapi sadly time tu tak cuti and saya rasa saya akan busy dengan test2 sebab time tu dah dekat mid sem break.. Ish, ralat! But I'll try my best tho.. Apepun tahniah untuk Dilla!! Honeymoon sambil belajar ye kat NZ hehe, sounds fun!! :))
Classes are back as usual, minggu ni dah start hectic. Makin cepat letih tapi dah tak boleh layan sangat. Have works to doooooo. Chaiyo Chaiyo!
List dalam entri lepas dah 2 berjaya disetelkan. Renewing my license and registering my subjects with the lecturers. So thesis je laaaa. Sigh sigh SIGH. Malam ni nak buat at least 5 pages. Boleh? Mesti boleh. Tulis thesis sambil msg Gee, rasanya msg2 kat Gee lagi panjang dari ayat2 thesis. Hahah. Till then :)
Regards, Qila
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Repeat this please?
Salam :)
Bangun dengan perasaan malas, sebab hujan di Perlis hari ni. Dah lama tak hujan pagi2. Haha. So i thought it was still early, tapi sms from the BF woke me up and looking at the numbers on my handphone, it was 830am. Demm. Lambat bangun! But it was cold, and my blanket give me the warmth I needed so.. I can't be blamed kannn? Hahahaha.
So ehem the real reason I woke up late is because altho I slept early last night, tiba2 mata terbukak jam 1 pagi, baca sms-es kat phone, mainly notifications from facebook, and sms-es from the BF. Disebabkan my laptop is still on, and so does my broadband(which is weird, bcause it tends to DC ikut suka hati dia, especially when I'm gtalking with Gee, i secretly think bb is jealous haha), I fb chat with a few people, but mainly with him sebab I was so worried all day yesterday. We chatted for a while and I'm glad for it sebab things are cleared. Yay. I tend to over-worried (yes that is typically aqilah) and sometimes people takes it as a sign that I don't trust them, but really, it's because I care. If I don't, then, yes I probably don't like you, or you are not that significant in my life. Kadang2 it makes people rimas, but hey, that's me, and if I pretend to not care, or to not worry, argh it's me that will be miserable. Wondering if they are safe, or wondering where they might been. So it's when I stopped asking questions that you should be very worried, that's when I started to stop to CARE. Warning ni haha.
Feeling like dancing in the rain, but I think that is because I'm not being myself, HEADACHE like toot and mandi hujan will only make things worse. Boleh demam and once kena demam, it could cost me few weeks of MORE headache and runny nose. Also don't forget, the infamous cough *uhuk uhuk*.
My new housemates seems very quiet, I don't know if they are afraid of me (afraid of ME?? Whyyy? I don't bite T_T) or they are simply quiet people that sits in their room all dayyy longggg. I'm a quiet person, only if you don't know me, but when you do, sila bertabah untuk melayan saya bersembang. I could go on for hourssssss at times hahah. So I guess kena tahan lah dengan mereka, well kalau nak bercakap I could always go upstairs, ada Has and Faza, nak pergi jauh sikit boleh ke blok depan cari Farah, Shud or Yati,and kat blok belakang ada Yana. So yea, choicesss choicessss.
Highlights for this week :
- Officially registering my subjects for final semester hoyeaaa
- Renewing my uselesssssssss driving license
- Start writing my thesis (AAAAaaaa!)
Oke that's all I can think of now. Haha. Till then.
Regards, Qila
Bangun dengan perasaan malas, sebab hujan di Perlis hari ni. Dah lama tak hujan pagi2. Haha. So i thought it was still early, tapi sms from the BF woke me up and looking at the numbers on my handphone, it was 830am. Demm. Lambat bangun! But it was cold, and my blanket give me the warmth I needed so.. I can't be blamed kannn? Hahahaha.
So ehem the real reason I woke up late is because altho I slept early last night, tiba2 mata terbukak jam 1 pagi, baca sms-es kat phone, mainly notifications from facebook, and sms-es from the BF. Disebabkan my laptop is still on, and so does my broadband(which is weird, bcause it tends to DC ikut suka hati dia, especially when I'm gtalking with Gee, i secretly think bb is jealous haha), I fb chat with a few people, but mainly with him sebab I was so worried all day yesterday. We chatted for a while and I'm glad for it sebab things are cleared. Yay. I tend to over-worried (yes that is typically aqilah) and sometimes people takes it as a sign that I don't trust them, but really, it's because I care. If I don't, then, yes I probably don't like you, or you are not that significant in my life. Kadang2 it makes people rimas, but hey, that's me, and if I pretend to not care, or to not worry, argh it's me that will be miserable. Wondering if they are safe, or wondering where they might been. So it's when I stopped asking questions that you should be very worried, that's when I started to stop to CARE. Warning ni haha.
Feeling like dancing in the rain, but I think that is because I'm not being myself, HEADACHE like toot and mandi hujan will only make things worse. Boleh demam and once kena demam, it could cost me few weeks of MORE headache and runny nose. Also don't forget, the infamous cough *uhuk uhuk*.
My new housemates seems very quiet, I don't know if they are afraid of me (afraid of ME?? Whyyy? I don't bite T_T) or they are simply quiet people that sits in their room all dayyy longggg. I'm a quiet person, only if you don't know me, but when you do, sila bertabah untuk melayan saya bersembang. I could go on for hourssssss at times hahah. So I guess kena tahan lah dengan mereka, well kalau nak bercakap I could always go upstairs, ada Has and Faza, nak pergi jauh sikit boleh ke blok depan cari Farah, Shud or Yati,and kat blok belakang ada Yana. So yea, choicesss choicessss.
Highlights for this week :
- Officially registering my subjects for final semester hoyeaaa
- Renewing my uselesssssssss driving license
- Start writing my thesis (AAAAaaaa!)
Oke that's all I can think of now. Haha. Till then.
Regards, Qila
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Hugs.
Salam :)
What a nice morning. Woke up with that warm feeling of someone hugging you for the whole night, padahal bergomol dengan blanket je sampai pagi haha. But that's what we call little luxuries in life. Hugs, smiles, kisses and beautiful sights. :)
Some people are born pretty, some are born rich. Some are born with nothing and they have to struggle to get what they want. I am lucky enough to be born physically perfect and are able to have what I want, if I work hard enough. Jealousy is one evil monster, even envy is one of the mighty sin. I tried not to get jealous of people and be grateful for what I have. The Parents teach me that in order to get something, you have to show how much you want it, be it to excel in the studies, be it to accomplish a goal, be it as a sign of your achievement. The Parents never spoiled us, be we tend to spoiled ourselves by asking wayyy to much, and we misunderstand that in the act of giving in by the Parents, that is love. The Parents will love us no matter what, thats who they are. The ability to provide, to shelter, to love is what gives them satisfaction. Hey, looking at the smiles and laughs on our faces is what makes their day. They'll do anything for us kan?
This is an entry for my Parents, who I miss so much, who I care so much about and who I'd die for. I'd give anything for them.
Ahh nak balik! Tapi UniMAP tak kasi naik bas malam dah? Sila bagi duit untuk flight ticket boleh? Pretty please? Haha.
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After a longgggg date-less week, semalam ngedate and it was funnnnn. And terubat sudah perasaan mengidam nak makan dadih, had a cup semalam. Nyaaammmm :))))
A great day to start of my weekend, hoping to settle some work today. Till then.
Regards, Qila
What a nice morning. Woke up with that warm feeling of someone hugging you for the whole night, padahal bergomol dengan blanket je sampai pagi haha. But that's what we call little luxuries in life. Hugs, smiles, kisses and beautiful sights. :)
Some people are born pretty, some are born rich. Some are born with nothing and they have to struggle to get what they want. I am lucky enough to be born physically perfect and are able to have what I want, if I work hard enough. Jealousy is one evil monster, even envy is one of the mighty sin. I tried not to get jealous of people and be grateful for what I have. The Parents teach me that in order to get something, you have to show how much you want it, be it to excel in the studies, be it to accomplish a goal, be it as a sign of your achievement. The Parents never spoiled us, be we tend to spoiled ourselves by asking wayyy to much, and we misunderstand that in the act of giving in by the Parents, that is love. The Parents will love us no matter what, thats who they are. The ability to provide, to shelter, to love is what gives them satisfaction. Hey, looking at the smiles and laughs on our faces is what makes their day. They'll do anything for us kan?
This is an entry for my Parents, who I miss so much, who I care so much about and who I'd die for. I'd give anything for them.
Ahh nak balik! Tapi UniMAP tak kasi naik bas malam dah? Sila bagi duit untuk flight ticket boleh? Pretty please? Haha.
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After a longgggg date-less week, semalam ngedate and it was funnnnn. And terubat sudah perasaan mengidam nak makan dadih, had a cup semalam. Nyaaammmm :))))
A great day to start of my weekend, hoping to settle some work today. Till then.
Regards, Qila
Friday, January 1, 2010
Ucaptama seorang Aqila
Salam :)
Selamat 2010!
Pagi2 da bangun, sebab sepatutnya ada class @ 9 but then lecturer cancel and said next week baru betul2 start. Masuk lab 2-3 round, kacau2 manusia yang buat FYP sebab truly yours free sampai Isnin HAHA *gelak jahat* feeling weightless ni tapi I have to prepare for next week pulak lah. Bukan free suka2 okay! Hehe.
Semalam kaki bengkak sebab pagi full buat lab which requires physical work, dulu boleh la kasi group members tugas jugak, sekarang no more, I have to do it all by myself, dah la tak ada adik beradik yang sama supervisor so yea, all by myselffff *nyanyi sikit* haha. And stay sampai jam 3 kat lab, tunggu Has amik. Jalan2. Jam 9 baru sampai rumah, my feet memang bengkak, lenguh tak boleh cakap apa. Freshen up, online sekejap then terus out. Get msgs wishing Happy New Year, tapi cuma dibalas pagi tadi, sedar msgs masuk, tapi serious unable to reply. My eyes are glued dengan gam gajah. Thanx anyways for the wishes hehe loves loves.
Its weekend but I guess Ill spend it going over papers and finishing bersih2 bilik. Still ada 1 beg besar baju yang tak kemas masuk loker. Semak! No resolutions for this year, I guess I've stopped making resolutions a few years back sebab makin buat azam makin tak jadi realiti. So yea, living this year according to my rules, Ill do what I want, macam itu will be much, much easier. Bila the things tak jadi, Ill have only myself to blame, tak susahkan orang lain :)
I miss my family. Nak balik tapi I can't. The bffs wanted me to come home for CNY/mid sem, ada gossip hot yang memerlukan orang yang digossip kan itu menceritakan gossipnya sendiri, orang lain tak boleh. Macam kelam je angan2 nak balik, so I hope my suggestion for a web conference tu bukan main2, I seriously mean it if I can be there physically, I at least can be there electronically *err..* Serkap jarang, I am smelling a somekind of Majlis going on later this year.. Meriah2!!! Kena start saving for the bajus niiiiiiii. Owh something to look forward to, exciting! :))
Tahun ni banyak event will be going on, looking forward to everything. Sekarang berharap everything will be according to plan, no hiccups/bumps that can make me breakdown lagi or anything, mintak simpang! Especially in my studies, hope everything will be smooth sailing~ I can't wait for the Parents to see me in my robes :) Even thinking about it makes me feels like crying. Emo la Qila, haha.
Wishing everyone lotsa luck! 2010, lets make it the bestest yet. :)
Regards, Qila
Selamat 2010!
Pagi2 da bangun, sebab sepatutnya ada class @ 9 but then lecturer cancel and said next week baru betul2 start. Masuk lab 2-3 round, kacau2 manusia yang buat FYP sebab truly yours free sampai Isnin HAHA *gelak jahat* feeling weightless ni tapi I have to prepare for next week pulak lah. Bukan free suka2 okay! Hehe.
Semalam kaki bengkak sebab pagi full buat lab which requires physical work, dulu boleh la kasi group members tugas jugak, sekarang no more, I have to do it all by myself, dah la tak ada adik beradik yang sama supervisor so yea, all by myselffff *nyanyi sikit* haha. And stay sampai jam 3 kat lab, tunggu Has amik. Jalan2. Jam 9 baru sampai rumah, my feet memang bengkak, lenguh tak boleh cakap apa. Freshen up, online sekejap then terus out. Get msgs wishing Happy New Year, tapi cuma dibalas pagi tadi, sedar msgs masuk, tapi serious unable to reply. My eyes are glued dengan gam gajah. Thanx anyways for the wishes hehe loves loves.
Its weekend but I guess Ill spend it going over papers and finishing bersih2 bilik. Still ada 1 beg besar baju yang tak kemas masuk loker. Semak! No resolutions for this year, I guess I've stopped making resolutions a few years back sebab makin buat azam makin tak jadi realiti. So yea, living this year according to my rules, Ill do what I want, macam itu will be much, much easier. Bila the things tak jadi, Ill have only myself to blame, tak susahkan orang lain :)
I miss my family. Nak balik tapi I can't. The bffs wanted me to come home for CNY/mid sem, ada gossip hot yang memerlukan orang yang digossip kan itu menceritakan gossipnya sendiri, orang lain tak boleh. Macam kelam je angan2 nak balik, so I hope my suggestion for a web conference tu bukan main2, I seriously mean it if I can be there physically, I at least can be there electronically *err..* Serkap jarang, I am smelling a somekind of Majlis going on later this year.. Meriah2!!! Kena start saving for the bajus niiiiiiii. Owh something to look forward to, exciting! :))
Tahun ni banyak event will be going on, looking forward to everything. Sekarang berharap everything will be according to plan, no hiccups/bumps that can make me breakdown lagi or anything, mintak simpang! Especially in my studies, hope everything will be smooth sailing~ I can't wait for the Parents to see me in my robes :) Even thinking about it makes me feels like crying. Emo la Qila, haha.
Wishing everyone lotsa luck! 2010, lets make it the bestest yet. :)
Regards, Qila
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Hello, Goodbye
Salam. :)
Berada di detik2 terakhir 2009. Bittersweet experiences yang saya dapat tahun ni. Tapi banyak mengajar untuk jadi lebih bersyukur dan berterima kasih. Jadi lebih matured. Alhamdulillah.
Tahun ni accomplishment boleh tahan banyak, Alhamdulillah. Berjaya tamatkan LI, berjaya hidup di tempat orang selama hampir 4 bulan walaupun dihantar ke negara serumpun iaitu ke Jakarta,Indonesia, tapi banyak pengajaran yang dapat. It was a blast. Menjadi pelajar tahun akhir, belajar buat cupcake!(one of my highlights!), naik rollercoaster pertama dalam hidup. Patah hati. Ketemu soulmate. Pengakuan terbuka kat the Parents. Banyak sangat. Hehe.
Tahun ni kita dah tak boleh nak ubah, tahun depan yang tinggal berapa detik je nak sampai tu kita still boleh corak. Wishing everyone a happy new year and a great year ahead. Wish me the same too. See you in 2010. :)
Regards, Qila
Berada di detik2 terakhir 2009. Bittersweet experiences yang saya dapat tahun ni. Tapi banyak mengajar untuk jadi lebih bersyukur dan berterima kasih. Jadi lebih matured. Alhamdulillah.
Tahun ni accomplishment boleh tahan banyak, Alhamdulillah. Berjaya tamatkan LI, berjaya hidup di tempat orang selama hampir 4 bulan walaupun dihantar ke negara serumpun iaitu ke Jakarta,Indonesia, tapi banyak pengajaran yang dapat. It was a blast. Menjadi pelajar tahun akhir, belajar buat cupcake!(one of my highlights!), naik rollercoaster pertama dalam hidup. Patah hati. Ketemu soulmate. Pengakuan terbuka kat the Parents. Banyak sangat. Hehe.
Tahun ni kita dah tak boleh nak ubah, tahun depan yang tinggal berapa detik je nak sampai tu kita still boleh corak. Wishing everyone a happy new year and a great year ahead. Wish me the same too. See you in 2010. :)
Regards, Qila
bitterheart
Salam :|
Bitter heart, my bitter heart, is getting just a little fragile..
Yea, that's what I am feeling right now. Fragile. The feeling when you feel your feet is cold and your stomach is so empty. Your heart macam kena crushed by someone's hand and you're head is killing you. Please jangan cakap I am having a nervous breakdown. Really don't need this. Please go away oke. :(
Regards, Qila
Bitter heart, my bitter heart, is getting just a little fragile..
Yea, that's what I am feeling right now. Fragile. The feeling when you feel your feet is cold and your stomach is so empty. Your heart macam kena crushed by someone's hand and you're head is killing you. Please jangan cakap I am having a nervous breakdown. Really don't need this. Please go away oke. :(
Regards, Qila
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
the cubes!
Salam :|
It was a hectic day for me. Bancuh 5 cubes and a half of concrete cubes, sweatyyy. Haha. Padahal bukan berat sangat pun kerja tu. Dulu pernah buat lagi teruk kot? Haha. Dah manja badan ni, jadi camni laa. Haha. So settle la trial batch for my project. Dapat homework, tapi macam susah je nak buat. So esok nak tanya supervisor macam mana nak buat. Manja lagi haha. What to do? Hee.
Petang pergi pasar malam dengan girlfriends, best! Hehe dah lama tak pergi, jamu mata tengok makanan, tapi x beli pun.. Haha. Makan kat kedai gak last2. Kenyang.
So tomorrow rutin hari ini akan ulang lagi. So yeah, esok akan busy lagi! Layan lah. :)
Regards, Qila
It was a hectic day for me. Bancuh 5 cubes and a half of concrete cubes, sweatyyy. Haha. Padahal bukan berat sangat pun kerja tu. Dulu pernah buat lagi teruk kot? Haha. Dah manja badan ni, jadi camni laa. Haha. So settle la trial batch for my project. Dapat homework, tapi macam susah je nak buat. So esok nak tanya supervisor macam mana nak buat. Manja lagi haha. What to do? Hee.
Petang pergi pasar malam dengan girlfriends, best! Hehe dah lama tak pergi, jamu mata tengok makanan, tapi x beli pun.. Haha. Makan kat kedai gak last2. Kenyang.
So tomorrow rutin hari ini akan ulang lagi. So yeah, esok akan busy lagi! Layan lah. :)
Regards, Qila
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