Hujan.

Salam :)

Alhamdulillah, 2-3 hari ni turun jugak hujan. Sejukk.

Baru lepas layan umi and ayyman dtg rumah. Tengah duk melangut atas katil, and then terasa nak buat sardine roll. It was 615pm. Memang agak lambat la bagi saya untuk start wat bnda2 alah ni kalau dah pukul 6 lbh. Tapi nak buat jugak. Potong bawang, cili, bukak tin sardin, sapu butter kat roti, pecah telur and then heat up minyak. Baru nak start golek roti dalam telur dengar suara budak kecik asemekomm asemekomm. Intai punya intai hehe, ayyman :)

Bukak pintu ajak masuk, and then buat air and goreng2. Oke la at least ada something nk hidang. Maybe mmg terasa kot ada orang nak datang.. Heee. So ayyman tak makan pun sardin roll hampeh, dia makan kinder bueno 2 batang and then sebijik ferrero rocher gilerk ah ini budak. Tu pun kalau boleh nak lagi, tapi sebab saya adalah orang yang sayangkan gigi, saya cakap, dah banyak benda manis, dah tak boleh dahhh. Minum air sejuk banyak2. Hee. Saya sgt2 pentingkan penjagaan gigi yaww. Alhamdulillah jgak dikurniakn gigi yang sempurnaaa. :))

Hari ni sangat produktif, sebab start pagi pegi jogging. Then siang ayam. Then masak for lunch. Then kemas bilik. My room used to be filled with posters, u name it Ashlee Simpson's, Good Charlotte's, Linkin Park's(wait its still there duhh), Avril Lavigne and moreee tapi tadi semua dah diturunkan and selamat DIKOYAKKAN. Xcept 1 Emily The Strange punya poster, its big and dear sista brought it back from London, so lipat elok2 and simpan mana2 lahh. So bilik sekarang dah neutral utk di hias kembali.

I dislike mengemas. I mean Im good at it, tapi saya pemalas. But I loveeee to cook. Being in the kitchen. But the tidying up afterwards, no I dontch like. Suruh masak apa je, buat apa je, Im up for it, tapi untuk mengemas, plsssssss. Ill do it, only sebab I have to. Huuu.

So Gee will be seeing his nephew, and will not be able to webcam. Ill be keeping myself company throughout his abscence. Argh. Deal with it okayyy.

Misi hari esok, mencari tudung bling2. yayyyyy. :))))

p/s: Minute Maid's Mixed fruit is aweeesoommeeeee. SEDAP!

Regards, Qila

Gifts and Presents

Salam :)

FYI kat KT dah laaaammaa tak hujan. Is it true kat PERLIS selalu hujan sekarang? Demm. Kenapa bila dah tak akan kembali ke sana baru nak hujannn? Perhaps sebab manusia2 yang banyak dosa dah blah dari tanah Perlis so hujan turun la.. Kot? Hahah. Kat sini panas macam toott and peluh tu memang tak hingat laaaa :(

So Sabtu lepas telah ke tanah Kuantan selepas beberapa tahun tak ke sana fiuhh and misi menghantar adik serta mencari kasut Konvo telah berjayaaa. Yaaayyy. Cuma sekrang kena lembutkan kasut tu means I have to walk around the house wearing the shoez so masa hari kejadian aka D-Day aka Convocation day kaki saya takkan melecet atau tergelecoh. Have to get used to it babes. Kaki saya sgt lah senstif, especially at the heels because kebanyakan kasut akan membuat ia melecet. So saya sgt jeles kepada mereka yang boleh memakai apa sahaja jenis kasut tanpa melecet huu. I can only wear suede or very2 soft cloth material shoes/flats. Dah pernah ada kejadian where I wore this one shoe pegi lecture, serius dah gigit the shoes EVERYWHERE and I thought it was soft enough tapi guess what? I thought wrong. Pegi lecture okay lagi, balik lecture I was screaming and practically crying menitik2 air mata sebab sakit sangat. Tobat dah tak pakai the shoes walaupun CANTIK GILAA. This actually happens in Jakarta sebab I need to walk around 15 minutes to get to campus so bayangkan la apa yang saya rasa the whole 15 minutes balik tu. Rasanya dalam jugak lah kuku saya benam kat tangan Anis haritu.. Hee. Sorrrry Anis :))) After that incident, saya telah berjanji kepada diri sendiri untuk tidak membiarkan lagi kaki ni sakit melecet. Hence the process of making the leather on my shoes soften. :) Plus ibu cakap kalau sapu lilin it will be better. Nanti la cuba.

Because of my Convo kurung is green with red flowers.. with brown tones and stuffs, kasut yang dibeli adalah berwarna tan. Dan disebabkan syarat di dalam buku konvo menyatakan

KASUT BERTUMIT DAN BERTUTUP

saya dengan happynya membeli sepasang wedges yang sgt comelllz. I actually visualised first how I wanted to look on the D-day, so 2/3 of my looks are completed. Sekarang have to find the scarf pulak. I am thinking of buying a darker shade of tan to match with the kurung and shoes. Yang pasti nak yang ada BLING2 so atas pentas nanti boleh nampak ya aa awww. EXCITED oke. Beg konvo dah ada. Tapi tak kira baru sebab dah pakai. Gerammm sgt. He he he.

Alhamdulillah nasib baikkk ibu and ayah menge-share ke-excited-an ni. He he he. Kalau tak ada nak kena terajang je bila tunjuk nak macam2. Hahhaahah. They are happy Im graduating, I know that. Alhamdulillahhhh :))

Dan untuk the ultimate present that I got sempena my birthday and convo. CCQ + the trust :) Konfirm birthday2 lepas ni PLS JANGAN HARAP nak hadiah lagi. Jangan sebut langsung. Kalau boleh buat2 tak ingat je birthday tu. Tak payah hint2. Okay perhaps I deserve a slice of cake.. Or a birthday dinner. He he he.

p/s: sekarang is addicted to Giant's First Choice Apple and Promegranate Juice. Nyummmyyy. And sangat sedap kalau buat pudding punya kuah. Nyammmm

Regards, Qila

:)

Salam :)

So the new image. Hm. Perhaps too sudden tapi nothing is too sudden. What concern me is that my before pics are everywhere. I cant control what other people upload nor I want to hide what I have uploaded of the before pics, but I will no longer distribute other pics that shows what I have covered, namely my hair. 

Saya bukan baik sangat, and saya juga ada memori dan kenangan tentang perkara2 yang lepas, and paling penting I share those moments with the people I care about, its not fair for them to be restricted just because of me. This is what I feel, so perhaps its not the best of ideas, but, that is me. 

So dalam usaha untuk menukar gambar2 seboleh mungkin. Menjadi lebih baik is never too hard. Cuma terletak atas awak je nak atau tak nak. Saya dah lama cakap tak nak, its nice to finally say nak. 

The smile on my parents face. The words of dear sister 'SERIUSSS?' hahah. The questions and Alhamdulillahs from the boyfriend. Hehe. You guys made my day. Am doing this for the people I love, am doing all of this for me. 

I just want to be better. :)

p/s : meet Cucoq. He's so white he sparkles hehehe

Regards, Qila

Thoughts, thoughts

Salam :)

The thought of having confidence in someone replying my texts patiently makes me feel warm.

The thought of having both of my parents being in the same home makes me calm.

The thought that both of my sisters are getting on well with life makes me feel at ease.

But most importantly, the thought of my loved ones are happy, makes me happy.

Alhamdulillah.

p/s : am cherishing the NOW, because LATER, who knows what will happen.

Regards, Qila

~!

Salam :)

Hari yang produktif. A start to a new phase. Banyak nak update, things to upload. But then the cable's downstairs and although I am trying to keep being on my toes, going downstairs seems so far, so nanti lah okay? :)

Mencuba untuk menjadi seorang driver yang baik. InsyaAllah.

Misi 7 Ogos starts today. Sempat tak sempat belakang cerita. Ill just go with the flow. Harap2 dapat capai target, InsyaAllah.

Later loves

Regards, Qila

tak berani call the parents.

i may cry. a lot. and they'll wonder what's wrong.

and ill lie, saying nothing's wrong.

so i dont call.

and pretend i am allright.

U SHOULDNT FIGHT FIRE WITH FIRE.

JUST FOR YOUR INFO,

I AM FIRE.

Regards, Qila