Come, and go.

Salam :)

Tamat lah sudah weekend saya. Ill be going to office with a new title this Monday so yeah. Tak tau nak excited or what. 

Spend the weekend with Gee and his family, went to Ferringhi, which I havent stepped on since 2nd year hehe. It was colourful, and fun. And nice because I had the time to spend with Gee, especially. Today we spend Sunday by going to Qbay, after dropping CCQ at home, terus shoot Penang. Had my 2nd experience of Fish Spa, which as always, veryyyyy geli!

you are better than the best :)

And then jalan2 around, beli something at Daiso and then had Jcool with baby Jco, Takoyaki at Jusco with the giant sausage. Sangat wisata kuliner. Just titbits as we had a heavy lunch at Nasi Ayam Periuk Besar which as always, is AWESOMEEE. I had a slight urge to tell Gee to stop by my office for a while, but fight that urge and saying, nothing matters that much to me than the people Im with right then. Ill deal with it tomorrow. I will.

And then he dropped me off at home, saying goodbyes to Angah and Acik, perhaps it will be quite some time before I can see them again, Angah is going to Kemaman, with Acik and my Gee so yeah. It makes me down sometimes but then I know what he is doing now is for the future, our future. So Im letting him spread his wings and fly, although we fly in different direction, we both know our destination will be the same. We will see each other again, very, very soon. Time is nothing when you will share a life together, insyaAllah when He permits it. 

Dem, I miss my parents, and the thought of dear boyfriend is now going to be in Terengganu too, makes me wanna leave everything, and went back home. Just give me two years, and Ill be home. 

Regards, Qila

The call

Salam :(


Hari ni entry lepas perasaan sikit.

BOLEH TAK JANGAN CALL AKU TIME MAGHRIB?
BOLEH TAK KALAU JGN TANYE SOALAN YANG KAU DA TAU AKU XDE JAWAPAN SEBAB MEMORY OTAK AKU TAK SAMA DENGAN MEMORY PC AKU KAT OFIS?
BOLEH TAK KALAU KAU JANGAN TUNJUK PANDAI SANGAT?


PEH panas gila ni. Serius!Benci kalau orang tanya soalan yang dia tau kita takkan boleh jawab sebab the infos are at the fucking office, and it was already 730pm, office time is fuckin over!

I was really just doing a favour by answering your fucking call!

Rasa nak buat nak block HER fon number after office hours. Nomor orang lain oke je, they dont annoy me so much.

Memang aku pilih org. Well, bad luck, you are not my chosen one.

Fuhh. Tido jom.

Regards, Qila

Engaged? :)

Salam :)

First of all I am NOT engaged, YET. And perhaps never will be, UNLESS the engagement duration is a day before my wedding day OR few hours before my akad nikah. :) Yep I dont have any plans to get engaged because I prefer to be married straightaway. Skipping the engaged phase, if I can.

So I was suprised when a senior engineer asked me 'Are you engaged?' and I know he is asking not in a gatal manner because he is married, he is not a Muslim and he is OLD. Hee. So I answered 'Engaged? No, not yet. But going to be.' with a smile. Just because he noticed that I wore a ring on my ring finger so he decided to ask. And I like pretending that I am engaged, married to avoid unnecessary attention, not that I got a lot, but just to avoid questions that is closely related to my personal life.

Rings are accessories that I love very much. Not the flashy RM29/piece from F21 or Miss Selfridge or Diva. I rather spend a bomb for a ring that I really2 love than buying 5 rings that is pretty but doesnt last that long. :)    
I go for quality, more than quantity for special items like this. Its a one off buy that I just feel like splurging myself that weekend, and yep, I got myself a nice ring. Which makes people mistaken me for being engaged. Which feels nice. :)

This is a very random post. Gee has been very chirpy about my lack of posts, so random goes to you babe :)

Regards, Qila

one year, 6 months.

Salam :)

Happy birthday to US! Happy anniversary syg, its our 18months birthday :)

Kami sentiasa doa jodoh kita sampai akhir hayat insyaAllah.

Kita jaga apa kita ada, and kita improve apa yang patut k?

I can see my future, and my future have you in it.

Lets be together always, cause you and me as a team, we are pretty damn good. Lets keep it that way.

Thank you, for being my conscience, my confidante, someone I could trust.

I love you.

Regards, Qila

of family..

Salam :)

Its close to friday and I am in a highhh~ Seronoknya bila weekends are getting nearerrr. Last weekend was the best, my parents was up north, seeing their middle daughter, which havent set foot on Trg soil for almost 4 months~ *sigh* I miss KT  bad :(

So the parents' trip was awesome, aside from the accidents we saw on the highway, plus the jams.. And the bad food at Padang Besar *cannot explain* but it was erased when my dearest Gee came, suprised 3 of us by showing up unannounced :) So sebagai seorang Aqilah of courseeee I bagi jelingan hikmat.. Sebab I was sms-ing him the whole journey. Tapi ada dia bagitau? Tadak. Nak kasi suprise. Hamboi :p And I was pretty happy with myself, both my parents chillax je datang cni sebab I was driving, ibu and ayah jadi bos and mem besaqqq :))

Spend some moolah on them, tak banyak pun as my gaji is still ciput but nanti2 insyaAllah.. :) So planning going home on labour day, harap semua goin on smoothly.. Sent them back on Sunday night, with Gee's family and a lot of buah tangan from them, thanks very2 much. The mangga and ikan pekasammmm. Nyummmmy. Sent them with a wave and was relieved when they sms me saying they reach safely. And that weekend was the best.

Then spent Tuesday with Gee, got home early and went off for some food hunting and movie watching. Watched Sucker Punch which is AWESOME :) and spend some quality time together. We both needed that sometimes. Walk around just both of us in our little world :)

This weekend iAllah ill spend it good. My posts now lacks of pictures, I dont find picture taking a neccesity anymore. Ehe, Im getting so oldddddd, but that means Im old enough to kahwin! HAHA. Syg pls jgn takut, but Ill ask u nonetheless..

Will u Mohamad Azizi, ask me to marry you?

HAHA. Im asking u an indirect question, pls answer carefully. :)

Regards, Qila

Whatever, really.

Salam. :|

Just hoping that I can get through this phase of life. Just hoping that when some things become horribly, horribly wrong, some things can balance it back and make everything all right. Right now, my work is one thing that Im easily frustrated with. And if my personal life become the same thing, I am pretty sure that I will be in trouble. Because right now it seems to me that everything is not all right, and what Im afraid the most is if I am no longer in control. Because if Im not, Ill lose everything. Everything.

So dear WORK,
Pls be nice to me, because you suck me dry from Monday to Friday, from 8am to 530pm, sometimes more.

dear LIFE,
Pls be understanding and if I am selfish like this, pls let me be selfish, I have nothing else to look forward to. If you dont, cant or tired of understanding, tell me and perhaps lets both of us find another place, or even find another life, because we know, we are to precious to be f'ing angry at each other. So tell me dear Life, what is your feeling. And we'll work something out.

Truly right now the only comfort Im getting is the companionship of my handphone. But right now Im not so sure. Seriously I can handle nothing at this moment. Its like a town is at war, and all the guards are down. Enemies keep hitting at the right spot, and within few secs, all is gone.

I hope I can have my guards back.

I hope I can put up a fight.

I hope I wont give in.

Well, I can sure hope right?
And truly when I say those words, you should see my face. Even I dont believe my words.

Whatever, really. As long as I tak susahkan orang lain, seriously, whatever.

Regards,Qila

PLAN

Salam :|

First time bawak keje balik rumah. Tak pening pun planning. Perghs. Need to concentrate sangat2 and me having short term concentration span... Hopeless.

Tgk baru bukak Production Plan Loading punya Master File dah lencong tulis blog. Pesss. Hee. Mampus sok meeting HUUU :(

I cant help but wondering how is working as an engineer. Bukan tak bersyukur, I mean I can still go for engineer post later in life tapi you know.. Tgk engineer bekerja, its exciting and at the same time sgt stressing. Well my job is stressful too. Boleh gileee. HAHA. IAllah I can cope, just have to manage my time very wisely, kurangkan mistakes and try to think outside the box. Production are full of suprises you know. Hari ni nak jalan this thing, tapi boleh je tgh2 malam call and said they want to run other thing. Production is one thing, planning is the other. Mencuba utk faham di sini ye ;)

Sayanggg nak makan toti bakar pls sama2. I miciuuu.

Rgrds, Qila