Hm.

Salam :(

The 2nd most stressful week of my final year.

I think after this Ill become a quiet, invisible girl. Nothing I say ever makes any difference, buat orang benci lagi ada. So perhaps Ill zipped up my mouth and let my fingers do the talking.

So blog, you'll be working extra hard now on.

This head is blank, rasa macam penuh kapas je. And I feel like I'v lost my sync with the person I though could read me. I dont know if the exams are killing it, or me myself is killing it. Guess it all comes down to one person. ME. Whatever. Gonna read like there's no tomorrow and wanna be away from any keyboard, keypad or whatsoever. Whateverrrrrrrrrrrr.

Regards, Qila

Schedules mchedules

Salam :|

Today, is like usual. Hmm. Am taking a LONG break from studying, my exams is on the 30th. Grrrrrr. Geram at myself sbb tak masuk2 apa yang bace. *sigh* Japg akan bergigih lg okay.

So that is my viva schedule. The last person of the day. Fiuh. Harap2 both of em are in a good mood, and wanna go home to their family ASAP that they dont have to ask me too many qs and I, dont have to talk too much. Amin. Hows that for a doa? Heheh.

Getting a supervisor like mine, who is a perfectionist tends to stress you out at first, tapi then I know at the end of the day, apa yang dia nak perfect sgt tu akan tolong kita in the future. And that kind of thinking yang helps me get through 2 semesters aka a year with him, patiently. So sekarang everything comes down to this one day, this 30 minutes of babbling what you have done for a year. Hope I dont stutter. tee hee.

So this rumours of us having to stay for another 2-3 months to take another 2 subjects is making me slightly happy. I mean really happy :D Staying here, means seeing Gee for a while longer and altho I have to accept the fact that no matter what we're still be living apart after everything is over, time is something I would like to treasure with him when I am still able. So if it means me having to study for another 2 papers, so be it. Bring it on! Ill study happily :)) Harap Gee pun sama happy, I mean kesian kan kalau saya je happy, he's not because perhaps secretly he cant wait for me to get berambus so he can continue go drive tengah2 malam without this girl whining mcm kucing sakit saying things like bawang and TV3 when she's mamai. Hee kiddingggggg :) Ya know I love ya kannn :D

So yeah. Sambung study.

Regards, Qila

VIRUS

Salam :|

Guess what, I already knew whats wrong with the camera. Bukan susah sangat pun nak detect. Its a VIRUS! A fucking virus-that-likes-to hid-files-god-knows-where. So the DCIM folder of my camera is actually hidden, its there, but I cant fucking see it sbb its fucking hidden. And who knows what else is hidden inside my laptop right now. *sigh* Means have to spend some money to format the laptop. And I'm pretty broke, will have to wait until the Parents put some money into that lightweight account of mine. *double sigh*

So one thing's settled which is my camera, another issue come out means my laptop. So apa lagi masalah nak keluar? Dah la my studies pun dah all over the place, have to study banyak banyak banyak. No hints what so ever, I mean kenapa tak keluarkan je soalan mid terms and suchs, saves u time to make questions kan. Ish lecturers, lecturers.

Whatever lah. Study sampai lebam jom. Bf sila give me your full support. I freaking need it, so very much.

Regards, Qila

hearts

Salam :)

Another entry, this time its about a specific occasion. One that I'v been waiting for.

We've hit the 6 month mark. :) Alhamdulillah.

A half year of knowing each other. We've promised not to hide anything, the bad, the good, the sweet and the sour. Its all out here in the open. My immaturity, his spontaneity. My long faces, his scrunched forehead. Me nagging about his facial hair, him about my cute stomach and chubby cheeks.The fights and the laughs. The truth about each other. Its all there. 6 month is not enough to get to know someone, but I hope that we will have our lifetime to get to know each other, insyaAllah.

Being with someone that you enjoyed sharing things with, sharing thoughts with is hard to find. And when you find him/her, all you have to do is treasure it and give the best you can. This is the last anniversary we're celebrating together, as Im going home HOME in the middle of May. It panics me for thinking of the distance, but its what you've got to face, and Iv realized it early on, when we both started the relationship, that we'r going to be far away, sooner or later. Like a friends FB status 'Abscene sharpens love, presence strengthen it', I wanna be just like that. That's what love really is, giving your loved ones and yourself strength and support, altho perhaps he's/she's far away. Be strong for him/ her while at the same time he's/ she's giving you the strength you need.

So here's to the 6 month of being together, as best friends, confidante, mirror and conscience, and here's to many coming months, years, decade and century of being in love.

our coke cups and pixellate name :)

the gf,

Tabis

Regards, Qila

Updates?

Salam :)
A lil update on yesterday and today okay? We start with yesterday, had a day out with the Gfs, plannya nak Jalan-jalan Perlis. Altho da blaja kat sini for almost 4 years, banyakk gila tempat yang saya tak sampai lagi. Tempat luar dari Perlis dah sampai, tapi, ni yang sekangkang kera ni ada je yang missing. Ehe. So semalam pergi laa ke Pusat Kecemerlangan Harum Manis (sangat bangga, mereka cemerlang sgt.. sobb, sobb), Taman Herba (tgk semua pokok sama, tapi nama je lain.. hmm), and the pergi Gua Kelam, was meaning to naik the train tapi suprise, suprise, TRAIN TAK BUKAK. Sejak bulan DISEMBER. Apekah? Watever laa I dah tawar hati. Dah la panas oke hari tu :(  <<--- okay ni adalah entri tak habis beberapa hari lepas malas nak tuka dates and so on and I am super malas nak type again so yeaaaa ni entri basi :D

So ini adalah entri untuk hari ni the 26th, okay. Hari ni start full force study *kononnya* tapi teringin nak upload pics berjalan merata Perlis hari tu. And guess what? I CANNOT TRANSFER THE PICS. Because why, I sendiri tak tahuuu. Dem betul2 rosak mood hari ni sampai tak boleh happy dengan Bf yang telah berjaya menamatkan exam terakhirnya dengan berjaya. Tiba2 monster jealous keluar pulak tapi sekejap je, then dah oke dah. Hee. So sekarang masalahnya adalah TAK BOLEH TRANSFER PICS. Harap2 dia wat hal kat laptop saya sahaja sebab setelah bertanya kepada kawan yang meminjam camera saya dia cakap oke jekkkk. Ish. Bikin saya susah hati. Dah la banyak nak pakai lepas ni huu IM SAD oke.

Makanya tiada pics jalan2 di Perlis selagi camera saya tak sihat, and talking bout this really ruins my mood sheeshh.

I think the Bf deserves a paragraph in my blog today berkaitan kejayaan nya menduduki exam TERAKHIR di unibersiti, tahniah, tahniah. So happy por yu my boypren congrets congrets. Dan mengetahui bahawa semua yang dibaca oleh dia masuk dalam final, saya sekali lagi sgt happy utk dia. Tak sia2 dia tak tdo malam sebelum exam utk study everything. Im glad, sbb saya rasa saya adalah salah satu punca dia kekurangan masa untuk study. Im selfish that way haih :( I wish for you all the best Bf, u deserve it. Sekrang concentrate on ur viva pulak :) wo ai ai ai ai ni!

Lately been spending A LOT of time dekat fast food joints. KFC especially. Salah satu sebab we can't stand the heat so we opted to the easiest solution, makan kat KFC, online kat KFC. Pernah in a week tu 3 days straight we eat KFC for lunch. I mean, tak pernah kot macam tu haih. And I think that is the reason for my weight gain yang terlampau ekstrim, sangat2 naik sekarang demmit. The weight gain attacks you around 2 or 3 weeks after that indulging moments so sekarang Aqilah, RASAKAN!! Masa makan tak hengat *sigh*. Well tak guna crying over KFC chicken, get ur ass moving and lose that weight, prontooooo. Already promised Gee, the nex time u see me (i mean after i come home HOME, and then we see each other) , ill be fitter. Fitter oke, not slimmer. Nah, saya bukan orang yang slim, dan takkan pernah jadi pun. Accepted it a longg time ago already hehe.

So yea, itu je kot? No pics, sila baca sebab2 di atas demz. I hate being like this. Ish.

Dan masih menunggu yang tersayang sampai ke rumah dengan selamat.

Regards, Qila

2 down

Salam :)

What a beautiful morning. Woke up by the Bf, saying good morning and a very light head, is juat the nicest way to start the morning. Have plans later with the Gfs, Bf yang ada kelas, kena concentrate k? Kasi rindu lebih sikit *wakakakakaka*

Semalam punya 2 paper was oke, TITAS jawab 1jam 30minit je, sebab OBJEKTIF *yay* dan esei dia saya buat tak laa panjang sgt. wuwuwuww. Hope 4 the best je lah. Hm. Lepas habis exam called Gee inform dah kuar dewan, nak balik W.ulu kalau ada bus and then dia cakap dia pun dah nak gerak Perlis, so pick me up, had lunch + study at Anjung KEli *ada orang study kat Anjung Keli?? Hahaah* and then p Muhibbah sebab nak AIRCOND. Study skejap and the we're off to Matriks Perlis for JDM. JDM pun Alhamdulillah kot.. Kalau tak balance, dibalancekan akaun nya, kalau salah seksyen wat konon2 betul untuk law.. kalau salah management, blame the manager and kalau salah ethics, sapa suruh BEM tanak accredited? :p

So nex exam is BI yang diambil untuk cukupkan jam kredit, and nak patch up kesilapan lampau. Huuuu.

Banyak plans melibatkan makanan untuk saya dan Gee selepas tamat xm dan viva. Sebelum saya meninggalkan bumi Perlis dan Utara ni. Walau tak selamanya, but long enough to make me miss this hot, sunny, permai lagi mempersona place. Nasi kandaqqqq mau lagi okeeeee :D

Take care, insan yang cemerlang, lahir dari akal yang sihat bla bla bla.. WAKAAKAKAAKA :)

Regards, Qila

of two.

Salam :|

2 papers tomorrow. Pagi and petang. Dah start rasa tak larat. Berlakon oke pun tak boleh. Sebab dah tak larat. Iv tried my best, sekarang boleh tawakal je.

Penat lah.

Regards, Qila