Of feelings.

Salam :|

So. Here I am. Hmm. How to start? This is a place where you can tell things, kan? It still is, for me. Tak reti nak cakap macam mana. Blur gila. Kepala berat, mata pun berat. The heat is not helpingggg. Buat makin teruk ada lah. Nak balik rumah boleh? :(

Things that you don't know how to turn into words. And you resort to tears whenever nobody's looking. I did tell that Im good at crying silently. Have had years and years of training. ;)

Even as Im writing ni rasa tak sedap hati. Rasa berat. Rasa something is going to happen. Well I know something is going to happen kalau I stay this way. Buat perangai sial ni. I really, really, REALLY need to change the attitude. Tapi sometimes perangai budak2 takes over and I become sgt2 childish. I realize that tapi kenapa tak boleh nak halang langsung perasaan tu. Siap boleh cakap kat diri sendiri 'Please senyum please, please jangan roll your eyes please, please talk please, please be matured PLEASE.' Tapi, ada saya ikut? Nopeeee.

Sebab apa? Sebab saya seorang Aqila. Ha ha double ha.

Regards, Qila.