Salam. :|
The weekend is over. *sigh* Macam2 buat. Went out with the girls, made banoffee, shopping, sesat looking for a baking shop, meroyan dekat Giant.. Tapi feels like something is missing.
Oh I didnt spend time with my bf this weekend. No wonder it 2 days feels longer than it should. Hmm.
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T_T
I redho.
Is looking forward for another early weekend. Am spending CNY here at Kulim, wont be back at KT. I redho again.
Regards, Qla
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Hm~
Salam :)
Dalam ngantuk2 ni, sempat lg update weee haha. Series ngantuk, sebab letih otak kat ofis and kenyang makan dinner tadi. Macam kucing gemok bergelimpangan haha.
Anywaayyy.. today makan sendiri. Semalam and the day before makan ditemani boyfriend, is the nicest thing that happen to me this week. Rasa macam time belajar2 dulu, he will pick me up and we go have dinner mana2 yang berkenan kat hati, tak kesah pun ada kelas ke tak esok pagi. Kalau ada pun kelas pagi, nak skip pun tak kisah. Sekarang? Boleh ke skip keje? No no no no.. Haruslah paycheck itu angka sama setiap bulan ye. Nasib la berkenalan dengan boyfriend kesayangan masa jadual kitorang pun banyak free, final year student katenya kan. See syg, Im good at planning HAHAH. Tp yang paling bersyukur adalah ditemukan saya dgn dia, walaupun jumpa tiap2 hari for almost 2 years already, tapi pada tahun ketiga baru dipautkan hati dan perasaan. Teringat ada kawan saya sebut pasal kisah kitorang. Cinta Mentos katanya hahaha. A silent observer, tak tahu pun dia observe sebegitu sekali kisah kitorang berdua. And memang our story starts with a packet of Mentos :)
Masih berbaki 2 hari kerja minggu ni. Cepatlah weekend, cepatlah cuti.. Maybe tak jumpa Gee this weekend bcos of his work, tapi terharu sangat bila dia cakap ganti dengan dinner with me for the past 2 days. Bcos he knows I will meroyan if missed out seeing him on the weekend. Nak buat macam mana.. But I will control my meroyan-ness oke. Takmo buat dia susah. :)
Tringat last weekend when I buat meroyan and then dia call slowtalk and everything. Dlu if either one meroyan, yang sorang lagi akan buat keras and meroyan sama. Tanak kalah. Sekarang Alhamdulillah sama2 dah paham kan? Sorang meroyan sorang lagi cub reason out. Give and take :)
Owh dem mata berattttt sgt. Btw Gee, where are uuuu?
Regards, Qila
Dalam ngantuk2 ni, sempat lg update weee haha. Series ngantuk, sebab letih otak kat ofis and kenyang makan dinner tadi. Macam kucing gemok bergelimpangan haha.
Anywaayyy.. today makan sendiri. Semalam and the day before makan ditemani boyfriend, is the nicest thing that happen to me this week. Rasa macam time belajar2 dulu, he will pick me up and we go have dinner mana2 yang berkenan kat hati, tak kesah pun ada kelas ke tak esok pagi. Kalau ada pun kelas pagi, nak skip pun tak kisah. Sekarang? Boleh ke skip keje? No no no no.. Haruslah paycheck itu angka sama setiap bulan ye. Nasib la berkenalan dengan boyfriend kesayangan masa jadual kitorang pun banyak free, final year student katenya kan. See syg, Im good at planning HAHAH. Tp yang paling bersyukur adalah ditemukan saya dgn dia, walaupun jumpa tiap2 hari for almost 2 years already, tapi pada tahun ketiga baru dipautkan hati dan perasaan. Teringat ada kawan saya sebut pasal kisah kitorang. Cinta Mentos katanya hahaha. A silent observer, tak tahu pun dia observe sebegitu sekali kisah kitorang berdua. And memang our story starts with a packet of Mentos :)
Masih berbaki 2 hari kerja minggu ni. Cepatlah weekend, cepatlah cuti.. Maybe tak jumpa Gee this weekend bcos of his work, tapi terharu sangat bila dia cakap ganti dengan dinner with me for the past 2 days. Bcos he knows I will meroyan if missed out seeing him on the weekend. Nak buat macam mana.. But I will control my meroyan-ness oke. Takmo buat dia susah. :)
Tringat last weekend when I buat meroyan and then dia call slowtalk and everything. Dlu if either one meroyan, yang sorang lagi akan buat keras and meroyan sama. Tanak kalah. Sekarang Alhamdulillah sama2 dah paham kan? Sorang meroyan sorang lagi cub reason out. Give and take :)
Owh dem mata berattttt sgt. Btw Gee, where are uuuu?
Regards, Qila
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Life, Ifs.
Salam :(
In life, I wanted to be understood, but what happens if I dont understand other people enough?
In life, I wanted to stay the same, but what if people around me started saying 'You've changed, why?'
In life, I wanted to appreciate time that has been given to me, but what if other people dont have the time that Iv been blessed with, will I become mature enough to realize that other people dont revolve around me?
In life, I wanted to be the best, but what if the best means sacrificing other people feelings, and even hearts?
In life, I had certain goals, but what if the person involved doesnt want to be a part of it? Should I force them to stay, knowing they're unhappy?
In life, Ive been blessed with many things, but what if those things makes me arrogant, and thinks Im above all of them?
In life, I just want to be happy, but will me being happy make others, unhappy?
Will they love me that much to sacrifice their own happiness, for mine?
Will my conscience be clean when I figure everything out?
Will Ill be able to look myself straight in the eyes, and smile?
I dont think so.
So yes, Im 100% perfect. Perfectly unperfect.
And I have to deal with it.
Regards, Qila
In life, I wanted to be understood, but what happens if I dont understand other people enough?
In life, I wanted to stay the same, but what if people around me started saying 'You've changed, why?'
In life, I wanted to appreciate time that has been given to me, but what if other people dont have the time that Iv been blessed with, will I become mature enough to realize that other people dont revolve around me?
In life, I wanted to be the best, but what if the best means sacrificing other people feelings, and even hearts?
In life, I had certain goals, but what if the person involved doesnt want to be a part of it? Should I force them to stay, knowing they're unhappy?
In life, Ive been blessed with many things, but what if those things makes me arrogant, and thinks Im above all of them?
In life, I just want to be happy, but will me being happy make others, unhappy?
Will they love me that much to sacrifice their own happiness, for mine?
Will my conscience be clean when I figure everything out?
Will Ill be able to look myself straight in the eyes, and smile?
I dont think so.
So yes, Im 100% perfect. Perfectly unperfect.
And I have to deal with it.
Regards, Qila
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Ouhh
Salam :)
Its cold this morning. Actually every morning pn sejuk, but I havent got a chance to appreciate, Im always rushing to get ready. Then on a weekend like this, I can finally relax and said, its cold brr.
Wanting to go to Pasar pagi but Im blocked
***
Okay dah habis cerita nak pergi pasar pagi. Pergi dan pulang dah pun ZZZZZ. In the end, I have to move my friend's car in order to get my own out. So pertama kali membawa kereta orang len walaupun glabah tahap cipan. Glabah for wat I dunno sebab kete tu pun auto jugak WEEE. Nama pun barang orang so haruslah saya berasa kurang selesa dan takut jadi apa2.. HMM.
So beli breakfast dan barangan seronok menggunakan bajet minggu ini, ada lebih lagi, HARUS ada lebih untuk menyara kehidupan minggu depan heee. Alhamdulillah, rasanya this month dah start saving some moolah, harapnya akan berterusan. Kalau tak dapat menyimpan lebih, harapnya masih dapat amaun yang sama every month hee.
Tomorrow is a double celebration. My mommy's birthday. I miss her so much. :( and my anniversary with Gee. I miss him too. :(
Regards, Qila
Its cold this morning. Actually every morning pn sejuk, but I havent got a chance to appreciate, Im always rushing to get ready. Then on a weekend like this, I can finally relax and said, its cold brr.
Wanting to go to Pasar pagi but Im blocked
***
Okay dah habis cerita nak pergi pasar pagi. Pergi dan pulang dah pun ZZZZZ. In the end, I have to move my friend's car in order to get my own out. So pertama kali membawa kereta orang len walaupun glabah tahap cipan. Glabah for wat I dunno sebab kete tu pun auto jugak WEEE. Nama pun barang orang so haruslah saya berasa kurang selesa dan takut jadi apa2.. HMM.
So beli breakfast dan barangan seronok menggunakan bajet minggu ini, ada lebih lagi, HARUS ada lebih untuk menyara kehidupan minggu depan heee. Alhamdulillah, rasanya this month dah start saving some moolah, harapnya akan berterusan. Kalau tak dapat menyimpan lebih, harapnya masih dapat amaun yang sama every month hee.
Tomorrow is a double celebration. My mommy's birthday. I miss her so much. :( and my anniversary with Gee. I miss him too. :(
Regards, Qila
Monday, January 17, 2011
:)
Salam :)
Just got back from a happy weekend spent with Gee and fam :) Sakit pinggang, bukan sbb drive but sebab Im having the time of the month, so semuaaaa sakit ppfftss. So the time of the month kinda spoil the weekend la a lil bit sbb I was grumpy and my mouth are too lazy to string some words and turn them into sentences. Sorrrryy syg :(
This week is going to be YEAAHH sebab kerja 3 hari sahaja. Thanks to Keputeraan Sultan Kedah and Thaipusam public hols on the same work week. YEAHHH :) Means weekends are going to be much closer heee SUKAA.
So this weekend spent by going to Perlis, just chill with Gee n fam, watching movie(Khurafat btw, boleh laa. Makes Gee jump so kalau nak tgk oke kot. Nex wik we plan to see Shock Labyrinth, kalau the reviews on the net is okay) and just spent time, together. It was nice, sbb the whole idea of us meeting on weekends are just spending time together. I dont need to go shopping, I dont need to watch movies, I dont need to drive around places, I dont even need to eat at special joints, just spending time together is cool enough. For me, sitting at Yasmeen eating nasi kandar and watch people, talk and laugh satisfy me more than watching a movie. Seriously. I love hearing him talk, sebab during our early courtship, I was the one who talks, A LOT. And I seem to spill everything about me so that he will know the worst and the better of me. Becos if he chose to walk away then, I can still mend my heart, I havent fall that hard, and my feelings arent that deep. But he seems to be okay with my flaws, and accept me for who I am. Now its my turn to hear him talk, and we are still learning from each other :)
So it is still isnt too late for me to list what I have accomplished for 2010, kan? ehe. Here goes :)
Some of what I have planned I have still not complished yet, like my plans to get my Masters, my plans to make my parents proud and happy, my plans of having a family, my plans of buying the tiny 'If you think Im cute, you should see my mom' baby rompers, my plans of kitting up CCQ, my plans of buying a house, my plans of many, many things. I wish I am on the right path, and will continue until everything is in my hands.
So syg, my updates for xx weeks, all in one. My days arent that fun, xcept when I get to see you, and those days are only on weekends. So till I see u again nex weekend, I love you, without wax.
Regards, Qila
Just got back from a happy weekend spent with Gee and fam :) Sakit pinggang, bukan sbb drive but sebab Im having the time of the month, so semuaaaa sakit ppfftss. So the time of the month kinda spoil the weekend la a lil bit sbb I was grumpy and my mouth are too lazy to string some words and turn them into sentences. Sorrrryy syg :(
This week is going to be YEAAHH sebab kerja 3 hari sahaja. Thanks to Keputeraan Sultan Kedah and Thaipusam public hols on the same work week. YEAHHH :) Means weekends are going to be much closer heee SUKAA.
So this weekend spent by going to Perlis, just chill with Gee n fam, watching movie(Khurafat btw, boleh laa. Makes Gee jump so kalau nak tgk oke kot. Nex wik we plan to see Shock Labyrinth, kalau the reviews on the net is okay) and just spent time, together. It was nice, sbb the whole idea of us meeting on weekends are just spending time together. I dont need to go shopping, I dont need to watch movies, I dont need to drive around places, I dont even need to eat at special joints, just spending time together is cool enough. For me, sitting at Yasmeen eating nasi kandar and watch people, talk and laugh satisfy me more than watching a movie. Seriously. I love hearing him talk, sebab during our early courtship, I was the one who talks, A LOT. And I seem to spill everything about me so that he will know the worst and the better of me. Becos if he chose to walk away then, I can still mend my heart, I havent fall that hard, and my feelings arent that deep. But he seems to be okay with my flaws, and accept me for who I am. Now its my turn to hear him talk, and we are still learning from each other :)
So it is still isnt too late for me to list what I have accomplished for 2010, kan? ehe. Here goes :)
- Graduated and got my Engineering degree :)
- Gee meeting my fam and both fam meeting each other :)
- We turned 1 year old, Gee+Me :))
- I got CCQ :D
- I lost 5 kgs TEEHEE
- Changed for the better, IAllah, I finally worn tudung. :)
- Trying to make living, and being independent, Im now staying at up north.
Some of what I have planned I have still not complished yet, like my plans to get my Masters, my plans to make my parents proud and happy, my plans of having a family, my plans of buying the tiny 'If you think Im cute, you should see my mom' baby rompers, my plans of kitting up CCQ, my plans of buying a house, my plans of many, many things. I wish I am on the right path, and will continue until everything is in my hands.
So syg, my updates for xx weeks, all in one. My days arent that fun, xcept when I get to see you, and those days are only on weekends. So till I see u again nex weekend, I love you, without wax.
Regards, Qila
Monday, January 3, 2011
It rains, it pours.
Salam :|
Why is it when its all good, its good.
And when its bad, its really bad?
Why cant the good cancels out the bad,
and we can all live happily ever after?
Because we know that this is real life.
If its a fairytale, there'll never be a bad moment in life.
It will always be happily ever after. Always.
And people will always be nice,
People will always think of you, like the way you think of them.
People will always understand, and people will always spreading their arms,
Waiting to give u a big hug.
I am in a need of a warm embrace, and a whisper saying
'Everything will be allright, everything will be allright.'
Regards, Qila
Why is it when its all good, its good.
And when its bad, its really bad?
Why cant the good cancels out the bad,
and we can all live happily ever after?
Because we know that this is real life.
If its a fairytale, there'll never be a bad moment in life.
It will always be happily ever after. Always.
And people will always be nice,
People will always think of you, like the way you think of them.
People will always understand, and people will always spreading their arms,
Waiting to give u a big hug.
I am in a need of a warm embrace, and a whisper saying
'Everything will be allright, everything will be allright.'
Regards, Qila
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