Convooo!

us with the family

my fav pic.. thanks acik :)

Salam :)

Konvo. Settled. Now, real life. Baru sampai rumah, letih. And banyak pics dgn ibu lagi. Esok la update. Im happy, Alhamdulillah..

Regards, Qila

simple.

Salam :)

Just got back from our dinner date eating kerang bakar :) Teringin dan Gee sbgai bf yang suwitttt bawa saya makan. Thanks awak :)

Ada perkara2 yang membuat saya pening, dan frust. Tapi kesimpulan yang saya dapat, jangan bergantung harap dekat orang lain, sebab orang itu boleh mengecewakan kita. Buat lah sesuatu dengan kemampuan sendiri, puas nya lagi terasa.

Esok balik rumah, tpaksa tinggal Gee sekejap. Bawak balik sekali boleh tak heheh. Ill miss you love.

Banyak nak tulis, tp macam malasss je. Tired actually kot. Hm.

Regards, Qila

Thoughts

Salam :)

Already in my 2nd week of studying. Sekejap je dah nak mid-sem test huargh. Fluid Mechanics sgt sucks y'all. Ergh :( Sangat letih. Seperti yang telah diperkatakan dalam entry2 lepas huu.

So my weekend was fun, watched Prince of Persia dgn Lagenda Budak Setan back to back. Gila lenguh, tapi satisfaction. Pulak makan lolipop glow in the dark masa tengok Lagenda Budak Setan, rasa cool dan berlagak sekali hahaha. Tak ada kerja I know. Dan saya rasa Gee cuma menahan malu sebab duk sebelah budak dengan glowstick stuck in her mouth. Hehe. Kesiannnn. Tapi both movies were great, sgt best. Hehe.

The sisters are already in Europe, Ibu cakap last sms yang diorang dapat is they're in Rome, then they will go to many places, Venice, Milan, Parieeee. Jealoussss! Tapi xpe, my Rome, Venice, Milan is here and Im grateful :))

So kata2 ibu berkaitan loan yang nak diluluskan tapi soalan En. Bank tentang keadaan akaun saya amat2 menakutkan. Macam mana ini budak nak bayar dengan takde income? Sheets. Apa mau jawab?? Hmmphh. Perlu INCOME pronto!!!!! :(((

Assignments are piling up, fikir je pun dh letih. Cara nak lupakan masalah2 tu hanyalah dengan keluar dengan Gee and be with friends, out of the classroom. Tapi harus buat semua ni. Harus. Sekali lagi cubaan seorang Aqilah untuk menjadi kuat. Fiuhh.

Gee dan saya banyak bercakap pasal the past, present, and future. Kami sama2 tau kami tak boleh ubah masa silam, harus bersyukur dengan masa sekarang dan merancang untuk masa depan. Kami berdua mengaku yang ada sesetengah sifat kami dah berubah, yang mana the other pihak tak pernah tangok lagi macam mana rupa bentuknya. Kalau part saya, Gee tak pernah lagi 'mungkin' lihat sifat bossy saya, manakala saya pula, truth to be told, tak pernah lihat sifat baran dia. Kami sama2 keras kepala, with me being extra degil, dan dia dengan dahi berkerut dia. Haha. Kami sama2 berusaha untuk menjadi lebih baik terutama kepada diri sendiri, dan orang di sekeliling. We're getting older, saya tak mungkin akan terus-terusan jadi degil, keras kepala macam ni. What matters the most is I want us and our family to be happy and lega dengan achievement2 kitorang. Alhamdulillah, degree sudah. And Im pretty sure there's so many things out there, waiting for us. I just hope it will be sooner than later hehe.

Broadband yang menggeramkan. Grr.

Regards, Qila

Penat.

Salam :)

Am tired. So tired. Past few days were hectic. Sangat hectic. Classes from 9am till 6pm. And after 6pm all of us are so tired mentally that we just wanted to lay down and sleep until the next day, where it will start all over again. Over and over again for 40 days.

Wish me luck. And stamina. And sanity.

Regards, Qila

Back, going

Salam :)

Singing Yuna's Missing Star while listening to the song and Im here on my bed spending the last few hours before hopping on a bus to my destination at the northern part of the county for 5 weeks more. So at least my holidays will not be that 'free'. Ill have things to do.

Adik is also packing for her trip, reminds me of myself 2 years ago. Sigh. Wish Im going too. Heheh.

So all my bags are packed, again. I havent even unpacked the stuffs when I come home 2 weeks ago. Takpelah. Hehe. Am looking forward for tomorrow, seeing Gee and my friends from the class.

See ya later. Am back to school people. :)

Regards, Qila

bla bla

Salam. :|

Just an ordinary day, again. Woke up late (hee) and watch TV. Watched 'After 12' that is hosted by Jamie Aditya, you can find it in channel 703 or 707 I always confused them and for today's reruns, it features Jakarta!!! Well, Jamie Aditya is from Jakarta so when I switched that channel I was terkejut sebab the host can talk Bahasa. Bahasa Indonesia Gaul is my 3rd favourite language after Bahasa Malaysia and English of course, so I always get pretty excited when I hear Indonesians talk. And I am pretty good in Bahasa Indo because I spent close to 4 months mingling, studying and shopping with Indonesians while Im in Jakarta a year ago. Taxi drivers, the SAs all assume that Im Indonesians, which I take as a compliment, for being able to adapt to their culture and language in a short period of time. Well have to thank the sinetrons, Jelita and suchs that I am able to speak the language fairly fluent. So watching the tv shows stirs up memories while Im there, the places like Monas, Grogol, Tomang, Senayan, Cilandak and the malls, OMG the malls.. Taman Anggrek, Sencity, Grand Indonesia (My fav because of its architecture), PIM, Citos and many more. We used to just wander around the malls (because we dont have the rupiahs to spend) and just look at Indonesia beautiful people. The food!! Ayam penyet, tempe, pisang cokelat, gorengan, nasi goreng gila (heaven although the name's crazy) and pop ice. nyammmmy..

The sisters are going on an Euro Trip, without me. Hehe, no hard feelings, I had my fun during my trip 2 years ago, so yea, I wish them safe, great journey, and lots of things for me when they come home yayyy :))) Tp sedikit sedih sebab tak boleh hantar diorang di KLIA, I am most probably will be busting my arse studying for another 3 subjects. Subjects top ups sucks. So yea, kissing gooodbye to getaways in KL. :p

So i am going back to Perlis after approx 2 weeks holiday-ing for subjects top ups. 3 subjects, 9 credit hours. Gilaaa tak?? I am supposed to be finding a job right now and I have to go back study. Not that I am complaining, I can see Gee for approx another 5 weeks but we both know, I am going back to Trg sooner or later. But I apreciate the time, and we'll spend it wisely so there would be no regrets, insyaAllah. And am going back on Sunday. Yes. Baru berjumpa gfs sekali and I have to go back already. Gfs, have fun oke, without me. :((

Wateverrr.

Regards, Qila

be happy.

Salam :)

Woke up, and feeling bloated sebab had a very late night dinner slash supper. Gee datang Perlis bcos he wanted to spend time with his friends, they are going home today. So before he went to his kolej (we live in diff kolej btw, sometimes in different state haha) he picked me up 1st bcos he knew I havent been eating anything for the whole day. Went to have 'dinner' and talk for a while, but it wasnot enough, the date was too short :( I was yawning bcos I was too full, plus, puffy eyes makes me sleepy. Give me a chance to make it up later boleh love? :))

So another 3 days being here. Slow2 the feeling starts to show. Im a panic freak, benda ni akan jadi each time Ill be moving somewhere new. Although my home in KT is not that new of a place, tapi thinking yang Ill be home *macam Gee cakap* for good, is somewhat making me anxious. Oke lah sebelum2 ni cuti je, kadang2 tak cuti pun as Im always busy and have things to do at uni during holidays, tapi sekarang, cuti forever la lebih kurang. Benda ni dah jadi after I come back from UK trip, and my Indo Program. Bangun pagi2 and feeling lost, macam 'Eh aku kat mana ni' and also rasa depressed sbb kena adapt with new environment. So blog ni nak cite pasal apa nanti? Hari2 buat cupcake, tido, makan, 3G dengan Gee, and so on and so on. Haih.

Im happy I finished my degree, tapi at the same time sedih nak tinggalkan environment ni. Lebih2 lagi sebab I have great, great friends, and of cos lah my boyfriend n fam is here. Tapi insyaAllah, ada rezeki Ill come back here. Paling2 lewat pun untuk konvo.

Dah buat checklist yang akan disetelkan kat rumah nanti, like if Im furthering, have to bincang with ibu about the lodging, transport. And then only Ill settle with the lecturers here. Kalau rezeki untuk kerja, Alhamdulillah. Mana2 dapat pun Im grateful, nak balas budi ibu dan ayah and saving for our futures, insyaAllah.

lets be this happy, like forever. :)

Regards, Qila

Degree, done

Salam :)

Sedang tersenyum lebar saat ni sebab finally, dah setel my viva. So I'm done with my Degree walaupun tak secara rasmi lagi, Alhamdulillah.

So memang la ada correction dan lain2. Tapi Im taking time off tonight sebab sangat letih and sleeepyyy. The presentation went well, within 30minutes and luckily salah seorang panel was not able to attend, so oke lah sebab sorang panel lagi is well known for her tolerance and shes v kind. So tadi macam sembang dengan orang yang lebih tua je la. I was able to answer all questions, and everyone was satisfied :))))

Tomorrow is Gee's presentation, tak sure am going or not sebab tak ada transport, and lagipun Gee cakap he's not comfy with people watching him present, so perhaps will see him after his presentation sebab malamnya ada dinner date with the gfs :)))

So tonight will sleep with a peace of mind, that Im completing my degree, finally. :)

Regards, Qila

of butterflies

Gee, sapa cakap awak tak pandai posing? Haha

Salam :)

I love that pic, particularly because I look oke *haha* and most of all because Gee menunjukkan emosi yang senonoh. Dia dah pandai senonoh dah Alhamdulillah hahaahahhahaha. Tapi of cos still ada lagi muka kerek pipi tinggi sebelah dia tu, at least 1 lah dalam mana2 album :D

My viva is tomorrow afternoon, dianjak awal 30minit ke jam 5.00pm. Man, rasa macam 300 kupu2 ada dalam perut. Im serious. Hari dinner tu pulak both of my examiners ada and masa salam2 diorang senyum penuh makna je. Tak sempat nak tanya apa expectation diorang nak tengok dalam my slides. And one of the examiners ni pulak baru dapat PhD in Polymer, mestilah kalau saya kelentong dia tauuuu. :(((( Im seriously nervous about this, tapi at the same time excited, Im one step closer to make my parents proud. Im getting my degree, at 22 years old, and I hope, i'Allah ada rezeki, my master at 24 :D Kalau dapat kerja, planning to do part time master, tapi tu semua dalam perancangan, and harap2 plan saya diberkati Allah dan dipermudahkan. Begitu juga dengan plan Gee, harap plans kitorang akan synchronize and dipermudahkan Allah sentiasa. Amin.

Gee patutnya present hari ni, tapi ditunda ke the 6th, supposedly dia lagi awal gembira da lepas, tapi tiba2 kena postpone. So saya happy 10% dulu k. Lg 90% lepas awak dan kawan2 lain dah habis sama. Dan lepas tu lets plan for a getaway ramai2, pls? :)

Tak ada dengar cerita about the extension (macam rambut pulak) of sem untuk ambil few more subjects tu so I have to be prepared to go home earlier than I thought. Will be going home with the parents nanti. So have to confirm with them sebab they have to plan their cuti and stuffs.. Hm.

So nak teruskan dengan kerja2 sebelum viva ni, and prepare for tomorrow. My only motivation sekarang ni is calling my parents, my supervisor, and Gee tomorrow at 5.31pm, saying I'VE FINALLY MADE IT. I'Allah.

Wish me luck  Wish us luck.
Utk pelajar2 Pusat Pengajian Kejuruteraan Bahan (Bahan & Metalurgi) All the best, and we'll see each other in our convo robes, shall we ;)

Regards, Qila

At last

Salam :)

Yea, gambar di atas adalah gambar salinan slip exam saya yang TERAKHIR wakakakka i likee. Alhamdulillah semalam dah habis exams, now prepare for viva. Saya masih tak bersedia apa pun lg. Uwaaaa.

I blame this late-finishing-exams sebab tak puas seronok habis exam dah kena prepare for viva. I mean of course la nak bersuka ria for a few days sebab dah bergigih ni untuk xms, tapi tak boleh sbb kalau bersuka ria, momentum for slide preparation akan lari, and nak cari dat momentum would take few more days at least. Ant time is something that I dont have. sigh.

                               

Paper collecting

                                         

Me, :D

Finished the exam at 12, got home at 145pm, had a rest and then Gee texted saying he is coming EARLY. Straight after Jumaat terus datang sini. I was likee YAYYY. Had plans watching Ironman 2, arrived early so had to wait for  few hours. Nasib sangat baik sebab the theatre was full, tapi kat blakang ada 1 couple seats lagi so yeaah :). Tapi couple seat Alor Star Mall theatre 1 tak best, nampak kepala orang je. Hmm. Plus had some audio problems sheesh. Spoil!

Tak sedar kan bila saya amik Gee? Haha

All in all sangat Alhamdulillah dah lepas exams. Tomorrow ada dinner untuk school. And I'll get my turtle babies after presentation lah kot. Tak ada masa nak jaga diorang sekarang. Bussyyyy.

So yea.

Regards, Qila

Schedules mchedules

Salam :|

Today, is like usual. Hmm. Am taking a LONG break from studying, my exams is on the 30th. Grrrrrr. Geram at myself sbb tak masuk2 apa yang bace. *sigh* Japg akan bergigih lg okay.

So that is my viva schedule. The last person of the day. Fiuh. Harap2 both of em are in a good mood, and wanna go home to their family ASAP that they dont have to ask me too many qs and I, dont have to talk too much. Amin. Hows that for a doa? Heheh.

Getting a supervisor like mine, who is a perfectionist tends to stress you out at first, tapi then I know at the end of the day, apa yang dia nak perfect sgt tu akan tolong kita in the future. And that kind of thinking yang helps me get through 2 semesters aka a year with him, patiently. So sekarang everything comes down to this one day, this 30 minutes of babbling what you have done for a year. Hope I dont stutter. tee hee.

So this rumours of us having to stay for another 2-3 months to take another 2 subjects is making me slightly happy. I mean really happy :D Staying here, means seeing Gee for a while longer and altho I have to accept the fact that no matter what we're still be living apart after everything is over, time is something I would like to treasure with him when I am still able. So if it means me having to study for another 2 papers, so be it. Bring it on! Ill study happily :)) Harap Gee pun sama happy, I mean kesian kan kalau saya je happy, he's not because perhaps secretly he cant wait for me to get berambus so he can continue go drive tengah2 malam without this girl whining mcm kucing sakit saying things like bawang and TV3 when she's mamai. Hee kiddingggggg :) Ya know I love ya kannn :D

So yeah. Sambung study.

Regards, Qila

of two.

Salam :|

2 papers tomorrow. Pagi and petang. Dah start rasa tak larat. Berlakon oke pun tak boleh. Sebab dah tak larat. Iv tried my best, sekarang boleh tawakal je.

Penat lah.

Regards, Qila

Foodie

Salam :)

Dah lama tak update. Malas sebnonye. Heheh. Tapi disebabkan Gee dah tanya pasal blog, saya mengambil keputusan untuk menulis sedikit malam ni cewahhh.

So lusa saya akan start exam final of the finals, meaning my last exams as a degree student, i'Allah.. and the exams will be until the 30th fiuh. Disambung dgn presentation untuk FYP on the 5-7th. And then, tamat sudah hidup sebagai pelajar Ijajah. Hee :D Altho saya tak sabar nak habiskan degree saya, saya tahu saya akan rindu saat2 belajar dan dengan kawan2. Standard laa kann :) Btw. mohon doanya ye, supaya exam2 terakhir ni akan berlalu dengan flying colours.. Tak lupa untuk sahabat2 dan mereka2 yang akan turut melalui exams, good luck, all the best :)

Ada plans after the xm/ presentation yang Im so looking forward to. Hee, rahsia lagi, nanti laa bila dah setel semua baru cakap yayyyy :) Btw, am getting the turtles after exams too *hope so lah*

Sekarang musin harum manis, rasa nak pos balik KT, but then tunggu ada masa betul2, baru pergi cari. Huff..

Report FYP dah submit, altho I know my SV takkan puas hati with it, but I just wanna get it over and done with. Syabas untuk kita berdua Gee. Truly sentiasa sama2 walau susah dan senang, sampai bila2 i'Allah :)

Tringin sgt2 makan ayam penyet.. :(

And sekarang Ill be eating nasi kandar macam makanan ruji. Sebab nanti balik KT dah tak jumpa. Lagipun iv been trying to deny that I actually love nasi kandar for all these years, sekarang tak lagi. Dengan sokongan Gee, I can eat nasi kandar for lunch and dinner! Breakfast melampau laa.. Anak mamak pun tak makan nasi kandar for breakfast kan? Ehe.

So there. Ade je yang missing ni. Nanti la add up.

Regards, Qila

marshmallow

Salam :)

Taking time off from the report writing frenzy to write in the blog for a while Padahal dah amik break makan aiskrim and oso isi angin tayar kete acik tadi. Wakakak. Now typing ni kejap and ill sambung my report, wishing it will be finish in the nearest time possible, Amin.

Today was the supposedly report submitting for my school. But moi? I am submitting it a few days late, due to my supervisor's requests to do a few more tests, such as Scanning Electron Microscopy and XRay Diffraction. Alhamdulillah, SEM dah settle tadi and esok just amik result XRD. Although XRD ada sedikit bumps along the road, sangat2 thankful dengan PLV tersebut sebab sanggup patah balik ke lab utk buat test tu for me. The names thats going to be written in my Acknowledgement is growing, sebab ramai sangat yang tolong, and I wanna show my appreciation :) Alhamdulillah, dipermudahkan semuanya walaupun sekarang rasa macam susaaahh sangat, but then this is only for a few days more. Go go chaiyoo. Im just a few steps closer for my Degree. Pls pls pls.

Dasar manusia yang tak tahu bersyukur, ada sesekali terfikir, studying in Electronics or Computer Engineering seems a lot easier, sebab in Electronics, jawapan dia sama ada 0 atau 1. Analogically. (Is there such thing? Aha) Tapi kalau my course dan yang sewatu dengannya, (Mine is Materials Engineering btw), we have experiments. Experiments that could be successful, or they could successfully fail.And you neeeeed to have explainations for everythinggg. And sometimes, its not even the real explainations. Aha :D But tehn do you think you could call yourself an engineer if you main tipu2 with the results? I still rmmber a sentence that my packaging lecturer said to us while we are presenting. 'You must be responsible for whatever that you put on the screen.' Ouch sebab at that time I was presenting this one part yang sangat emm tak konfiden, tapi present depan mereka2 yang sgt knowledgeable. 1 perkataan je. Suicide. Hahah.

So sekarang time nak sambung buat report. And Ill be reunited with the CAM tomorrow. Yeaaayyyyy. I like :D

Regards, Qila

fuh.

Salam :)

Lokasi : Wang Ulu, Perlis

Baru lepas sudah laundry, sidai kain dan kemas meja selerak. Bereksesais selepas kenyang melantak nasi lemak dan teh ais kawww dengan Gee. Makan kul 830am, tapi smpai sekarang kenyang. Gilerk ahh hahha. So got nothing to do sebab like I said before, classes are over wuhuu and my FYP draft is with my SV, petang baru jumpa amik benda tu and betulkan the draft fiuhh. So sekarang rileks jap. JAP je huaa.

So dapat notification from Celcom abot my SV status in fb (yes I subscribe him haha) and dia cakap his Master student dah setel VIVA, and dapat MSc dah. Fuhh, tiba2 perut buat summersault. Ada kupu2. Sebab Ill be facing my VIVA around sebulan lagi, and there's a lot of what ifs in my mind. Fuhh. Im his only Degree student under him, and I really2 want to make him proud. Takut efforts tak cukup, tapi I have done my best. Yep.

Harap2 sebulan lagi dia akan update status fb dia dengan kata2 'Congrats to my degree student Aqilah Azman, have been awarded with B.Eng Materials Engineering' Aminnnnnn. Fuh. Pls lahhhhhhhhh saya mau GRAD!

Nak cari ketenangan, tapi tak tau kat mana. Haih.

Regards, Qila

and end to a beginning

Salam :)

Good morning world :D Woke up early altho I slept at 5 am this morning, these eyes cant seem to close. Mungkin sebab semalam dah tidur dari jam 9pm until 1am, I seriously was so tired, can't function. Plus, I was full. Mcm kucing gemok bergelimpangan semalam haha.

So I had my last presentation yesterday for the subjects Im taking this semester, yayy for me :D So it is kinda official that the sem is ending, there's no more classes (plssss no more) and I just have to study for my finals and also for FYP *sigh*

My finals starts on the 20th and end on 30th with 4 papers to sit. Gilaa takk on the 20th I have 2 finals, nasib baik it wasnt core subject, just wajib but still, have to study extra2 hard. And my presentation for FYP is sometime around mid May so kalau report dah setel, I can rilex a bit :)

Right now Im reading The Lovely Bones, altho have seen the movie, a lil tak puas hati sebab banyak tak complete. So bought it sometime last week. I used to read 2 books a week (AT LEAST) tp sekarang sebab busy *kononnya* dah tak baca dah. Ni baru nak start balik and Im waiting for Dan Brown's latest. Cant wait.

I keep on telling people how I cant wait to get this degree over and done with. Tapi I know, right after everything is done, Ill be the one missing these people. I had my share of great, great friends and also of bad, bad friends. These are the people that made me who I am, 4 years of university's life sure made me see a lot of things. Sebagai contoh, what people do when they are desperate enough and hateful enough, and how some people will help you no matter what, because they know they can help. Ill miss the lecturers, the lectures, the school, the food joints even the small shops selling Thailand clothes. Hahaha. Cakap2 macam ni, tgk2 ada rezeki sambung lagi kat sini, kan? Hahahhaahaha.

But most of all mestilah I miss Gee the most. Tu je motip sebnanye cakap miss everything above sebab I went to the places with him, so mestilah Ill b missing those places. Grr :)

p/s : i miss my ibu and ayah, i miss home.
p/s/s: ill be seeing my SV later, harap2 he wont ask me qs i cant answer ahaaah.

Regards, Qila

I can do this

Salam :|

Life sangat hectic sekarang. I know, I know, I probably been saying this thousand of times before, tapi ni hectic yang makan jiwa dan raga, mental dan fizikal. Its  not that saya tak biasa dengan keadaan sibuk, busy dan sewaktu dengannya, tapi this gotta be the worst. Juggling like 4-5 things at a time, makes me very2 tired. Dan tired tu cuma hilang kalau saya boleh spend time dengan orang2 yang buat saya happy. Teman2, boyfriend. Dalam erti kata lain, saya nak lebih banyak jam dalam satu haru, and make the day lasts longer than the night. Hehhe, berangan.

Dan bila sesuatu yang dibuat atas alasan untuk bersuka2, menjadi serius, it is not fun anymore. And bila fun tu hilang, I am physically dragging myself to do it. Dan bila terjadinya hal2 macam tu, tak mungkin cukup 100% effort yang saya kasi. So serves you right, when things dont go your way. :p

Saya ni adalah seorang yang simple. Apa yang anda janji, itu yang saya ingat. Anda janji have fun, jadi bila saya tak rasa fun, saya mengamuk lah. Saya tak berapa suka diatur. Nak atur2 boleh, asal saya rasa sesuai dengan jadual saya, saya silakan anda mengatur2. Tapi kalau dah mengganggu time saya rehat, bercinta dan membuat perkara yang lagi mustahak selain dari benda yang pada mulanya saya VOLUNTEER, that is just not right anymore. Saya ada hak nak pilih apa yang saya nak buat. Kan?

Playing tennis for the first time yesterday was niceee. Hahahaa. Kalah tie break 9-8 but then for first timer macam saya, agak membanggakan lah :D i likeeeeee. Nak main lagiiiii. Hahah.

Am seeing the SV today, fuhh. Kupu2 dalam perut. Tak tahu nak fikir apa. Insya Allah oke. Tu je la boleh cakap. Hmm.

The bf kat kedai seat, pasang seat baru for his event weekend ni. Wish I was there with him. I love seeing him in his element, doing his thing. Kerugian apabila tak dapat tgk dia in action this weekend sbb clash dgn basket ball. :( Yang penting selamat, tu je. Ada rezki boleh kami tgk kan? :)

Test akaun Jumaat ni. Adui. Bole mereng nii.. Huuu. I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this. Hahaah.

Regards, Qila

Bas-ket, ball

Salam :)

Saya kini mengalami sedikit kekejangan di bahagian peha berikutan aksi2 mendebarkan dan latihan intensif untuk sukan basket ball. Sakit kottt. Tadi try main half time = 20 minutes pun I can see starssssss. I still can see them mind you. Haih. Stamina, tadak. Sedih.

So waktu ber-dating telah di catu sebab komitmen saya dalam team basketball PPK. Uwaaaa. Sedih oke. Waktu ber-dating hanyalah sehingga jam 6 petang shj sehinggalah hari pertandingan tersebut. Sampai kolej tuka baju and seluar, pakai kasut terus turun MAIN. My days are so full nowadays, cuma malam2 je rehat sikit, tu pun kena settle kan all those works and then off to sleep. Gila awal tido sekarang. Letih plus panas bahang yang toottt. Sabar. Bertabah. Tapi the main point di sini adalah waktu ber-dating telah menjadi singkat. This is so not fairrrrrrrr :(

Pening kepala. Grrr. Later.

Regards, Qila

Mana pi?

Salam :)

Wauu hari ni update blog awal. Semangat sangat hahahahah. So pic di bawah ini adalah gambar jari saya yang luka akibat nak bukak nat mould FYP saya pagi tadi. Alhamdulillah sample jadi tapi tak tau bole pakai ke tak, cari supervisor angkat dia takda, supervisor sendiri nampak kereta je haha. Salah saya jugak, tak buat appointment and stuffs. Dah lama tak jumpa ni aduyaii. So sambil2 pusing nat tu tak perasan jari dah berdarah, memang ketat pun nat tu and tak sepatutnya dibuka guna jari comelz ini haha. Nasib at the same time En Safwan merangkap technician lab datang and bagi tools untuk bukak nat tu. Kalau tak tak tau la apa pulak yang berdarah ha. Hee.

So sekarang terbukti FYP saya ni adalah hasil blood sweat and tears hahaha. Just nak habiskan cepat2. Sekarang saya tau saya tak mungkin boleh setel kan projek awal, tapi cuma nak projek siap ON TIME. Tu pun dah cukup Alhamdulillah. Bulan Ogos harus GRAD. WAJIB. Fuh. And the same goes to you Mohd Ajiji. Takde tapi2.

And this turtle over here is Derr, name given by Gee beberapa hari lepas. Dah dapat lama dah, tapi asyik panggil tertel je so baru hari tu dapat nama. Derrrrrrr hahaha. You can see Derr is trying to eat my dark chocolate, tapi tangan dia pendek so, sorryyy la yek. Dan saya memang melakukan semua aktiviti di atas katil seperti makan junkfood (nasi tak la.. hee), online, study, on the phone, sms and bergosip. Ini adalah kerana.. Sila scroll ke bawah :D

• Meja kat luar membuatkan saya tak dapat sinyal untuk broadband Celcom. Kalau ada pun GPRS. Puas ke GPRS? Pastilah tak kan? Di bilik saya dapat 2-3 bar sinyal. Oke laa tuuu. Hee.
• Sinyal untuk Maxis tak ada kat luar. Kerana number utama saya adalah 017, saya perlu memastikan Maxis sentiasa ada line. Line ada dalam bilik sahaja. Go figure.
• Sinyal 3G ada dalam bilik. Memudahkan saya nak 3G dengan boipren dan adik saya :D
• Notes dan buku2 semua tepi katil. Need I say more?
• Senang kalau saya nak berehat, trus letak kepala atas bantal haha.
• Dah terbiasa, 3 sem buat benda semua dalam bilik. Dan menjadikan saya seorang senior yang mereka bilang anti social kepada housemate2 nya. Tambah pulak dah jarang ada kat rumah. Balik2 mandi masuk bilik berkurung sampai pagi :D Sorry dik, bukan taknak bersosial dengan korang, korang pun senyap akak ni kena org approach dulu baru akak jadi hyper talkative ahaha.

Hmm dalam happy2 pun ada gak berita yang emm boleh saya cakap saya tak suka la. Nak buat macam mana, ketentuan Allah. Yang penting semua tahu letak duduk diri masing2. Dan ingat janji masing2. Tipu kalau cakap takde perasaan insecure. I mean things like feelings, hate, love, they can change. Tapi saya tahu, kalau terjadi lah benda2 yang tak diingini ni kat saya, saya insyaAllah akan dapat terima and look on the bright side of life, like I always do.

Saya masih dalam proses belajar menjadi orang yang lebih mature, bukan untuk orang lain jugak. Untuk diri sendiri dan orang2 tersayang :D

Till then,

Regards, Qila

p/s : getting worried, 3 smses, no replies. :(

Lists

Salam :)

Bangun lambat. Lagi. HEAVEN kot. Haha.

Today adalah entri tentang lists.

Nak buat list-to-do before balik KT for CNY ni.

1. Beli nozzles, boxes, colouring and ready made fondant (request dari bffs utk rasa my cuppies. Sweet la korang.. Wa janji cuppies wa bukan indah khabar dari rupa. Kalau sedap boleh order :D )
2. Amik resepi buttercream from Angah!
3. Beli cookie cutter for alphabets sebab dah tau tangan terketar2 tak mungkin boleh tulis dengan cantiknya haha so yea kita guna cutter sahajaa :D
4. Beli pressie for Dilla's wedding!

Okay thats for now benda2 nak beli. Fiuh, nasib ibu dah bank in hehehehehehehehe

ASSignments to do before end of this weekend

1. Assignment for Advanced Packaging
2. Assignment for TITAS
3. Read JaDaM notes for quizzes
4. JaDaM assignments
5. Making my FYP report tebal-er
6. Reading journals about my FYP

Thats about it. Oiiii banyaknyaa benda nak buat macam takda masa nak dating dah niiiiii DEMZZZ.

So better p lunch dlu. Lepas lunch kita start. Kalau saya tak tido la. Ha ha ha.

Till then.

Regards, Qila