Life has been good..

Salam.. :)

Huyoo lama tak update woo.. Ihik. Ntah le, mood dari Ramadhan sampai nak abes Syawal dah ni. Mcm tuuu je hahah. Hows life has been for the past few months for me? Same ol' Same ol'.. Family Alhamdulillah, Kerja Alhamdulillah, Kwn2 Alhamdulillah.. Okay lets go phase by phase shall we..

Family :

Alhamdulillah semua okay, sehat walafiat.. Tu yang paling penting untuk saya. Mereka happy, saya lagi2 happy.. Ramadhan dapat spend few days with them and Syawal pun dapat disambut dgn diorang, alto it was a short Raya, tapi cukup semuanya Alhamdulillah. Syawal pertama kena bagi duit Raya. It feels nice, altho my account feels very light afterwards teehee. Syawal 2011 jugak sgt2 bermakna sebab family Gee sempat meluangkan masa dtg untuk beraya. Alhamdulillah walaupun sesat2, its the thoughts and efforts that count! Hehe. Thanks Gee and family, sgt2 appreciate the time you guys spent altho korang pun memang rushing.. Happyyyy :)

Kerja :

So nak dekat setahun dah kerja kat sini, both of my supervisors pun dah move on, mereka dapat rezeki kat tenpat len pulak. I miss them sometimes tapi thats life hard cold fact in the private world, people jump here and there almost everyday, and I am sure when I am able to do that, I will too. I mean gaji dan benefit yang lebih tinggi dapat dioffer oleh orang len, sure akan amik kan? And I want to secure a very healthy financial background bila dah settle down nanti. Dengan family lagi, dengan babies lagi.. I am not good in investing, but I am quite good in saving money. Sbb harap sangat hidup takde debt except my PTPTN yang masih berbaki RM8.4k, my car loan and in future, a house loan. Semua ni tak mampu kot nak bayar pakai cash..nama pun keje makan gaji.. HMM. Gee, hantaran awak bayar hutang PTPTN saya je boleh tak? Ihik!

Relationship :

Tipu la tak ada ups and downs. Beberapa bulan ni saya and Gee dah rasa our lowest low, and our highest high. Bersyukur dengan nikmat yang Tuhan beri ni, cuma saya sangat berharap rancangan kami dipermudahkan. Segala yang dilakukan sekarang pun memang mengarah ke rancngan yang sedang dibuat. Dan Alhamdulilah juga Gee and I are on the same page. Umur kami yang nak menginjak 2 tahun ni banyak mematangkan kami, lagipun umur masing2 dah tua, priority pun dah berbeza. Priority sekarang banyak ke arah meneguhkan ekonomi masing2. Risau saya kat Gee kurang sket sbb dia duk dgn family, tapi risau mereka2 kat saya adalah berkali2 ganda. Ye lah perempuan, duk kat tempat orang pulak tu.. Tapi dah sedaya upaya menjaga diri sendiri.. :) Btw tak tahu lah jodoh atau apa, boifren adik and ufah jugak nama bermula dgn huruf AZ.. it might be a coincidence.. A beautiful one.. With dear daddy pun nama start with AZ.. :)

Life has been good to me, it taught me a lot.. IAllah dengan kesempatan yang ada, akan lebih belajar lagi kerana ilmu yang ada ni ceteknya tak dapat di ukur..

Regards, Qila

Come, and go.

Salam :)

Tamat lah sudah weekend saya. Ill be going to office with a new title this Monday so yeah. Tak tau nak excited or what. 

Spend the weekend with Gee and his family, went to Ferringhi, which I havent stepped on since 2nd year hehe. It was colourful, and fun. And nice because I had the time to spend with Gee, especially. Today we spend Sunday by going to Qbay, after dropping CCQ at home, terus shoot Penang. Had my 2nd experience of Fish Spa, which as always, veryyyyy geli!

you are better than the best :)

And then jalan2 around, beli something at Daiso and then had Jcool with baby Jco, Takoyaki at Jusco with the giant sausage. Sangat wisata kuliner. Just titbits as we had a heavy lunch at Nasi Ayam Periuk Besar which as always, is AWESOMEEE. I had a slight urge to tell Gee to stop by my office for a while, but fight that urge and saying, nothing matters that much to me than the people Im with right then. Ill deal with it tomorrow. I will.

And then he dropped me off at home, saying goodbyes to Angah and Acik, perhaps it will be quite some time before I can see them again, Angah is going to Kemaman, with Acik and my Gee so yeah. It makes me down sometimes but then I know what he is doing now is for the future, our future. So Im letting him spread his wings and fly, although we fly in different direction, we both know our destination will be the same. We will see each other again, very, very soon. Time is nothing when you will share a life together, insyaAllah when He permits it. 

Dem, I miss my parents, and the thought of dear boyfriend is now going to be in Terengganu too, makes me wanna leave everything, and went back home. Just give me two years, and Ill be home. 

Regards, Qila

Engaged? :)

Salam :)

First of all I am NOT engaged, YET. And perhaps never will be, UNLESS the engagement duration is a day before my wedding day OR few hours before my akad nikah. :) Yep I dont have any plans to get engaged because I prefer to be married straightaway. Skipping the engaged phase, if I can.

So I was suprised when a senior engineer asked me 'Are you engaged?' and I know he is asking not in a gatal manner because he is married, he is not a Muslim and he is OLD. Hee. So I answered 'Engaged? No, not yet. But going to be.' with a smile. Just because he noticed that I wore a ring on my ring finger so he decided to ask. And I like pretending that I am engaged, married to avoid unnecessary attention, not that I got a lot, but just to avoid questions that is closely related to my personal life.

Rings are accessories that I love very much. Not the flashy RM29/piece from F21 or Miss Selfridge or Diva. I rather spend a bomb for a ring that I really2 love than buying 5 rings that is pretty but doesnt last that long. :)    
I go for quality, more than quantity for special items like this. Its a one off buy that I just feel like splurging myself that weekend, and yep, I got myself a nice ring. Which makes people mistaken me for being engaged. Which feels nice. :)

This is a very random post. Gee has been very chirpy about my lack of posts, so random goes to you babe :)

Regards, Qila

bam bam

Salam :)

Using that smiley, doesnt mean Im happy. Im very worried ni >:(

Im getting bam bam. I know when I wore my fav jeans it doesnt feel that loose like it used to. (or maybe sebab baru basuh so ketat skit?)

I worked so hard losing the kilos tapi it is soooo easy to get them back! Argh.

This week kena minum susu pagi and malam.

No more nasi. No moooooree.

Wish me luck and harapnya saya akan beristiqamah. Kalau x dinner I can save some moolah and spend it on the weekend. :D

Yes, weekend adalah motivasi.

Hari ni cirit birit God knows why. I saspek the telur sotong is the culprit. Sebab selama ni makan nasi kandar with ayam goreng I takde ape pun? Grrr. No more telur sotong!! :( The housemate bagi petua utk hilangkan cirit birit minum teh pekat tanpa gula. Well it works for me. Selepas 1 hari berulang alik ke toilet. Last sekali merasa camni adalah semasa di Jakarta. 2 minggu I diare oke. Pocari sweat pulak takde kat sini. *sigh*

p/s : hoping 4 bars of gas will last thru the week. Malas nya nak pegi isi minyak. Summo my ride is blocked.
p/s2 : hoping this week will be better thab the week before, InsyaAllah.
p/s3 : Praying for the Muslims at Egypt, moga diorang akan kembali tenang dan lebih rasional selepas apa yang berlaku. Amin

Regards, Qila

Untitled

Salam :|

Fiuh, cant believe feeling better after spilling everything. Just few words and tears, and Im as good as new. Hoping this feeling will last for a long time. Insya Allah.

Regards, Qila

Life

Salam :|

What a holiday. Dah nak habis dah pun. Spent it without the people that meant the most for me. Well, that's life kan?

YOU DONT ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT.

Tapi seorang Aqilah bukan nya se'mature' tu. Masih berusaha menjadi seorang yang mempunyai hati yang besar. Tapi selalu je gagal sebab kepala hotak ni dah tune for 22 years - I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT, AND WHEN I WANT IT. IF I SAY NOW, I WANT IT NOW.

Bila nak berubah? God knows. Bila nak jadi mature? God knows. Bila nak ada hati yang besar? God knows. Bila nak paham situation? God knows.

Dalam otak macam ada kapas yang tekan kat hidung sampai mata rasa nak keluar and tak boleh nafas. Im feeling like Im having a panic attack. Over and over I keep repetiting to myself. Time is all that I needed, and time is something that I dont have, much. People keep saying, nanti2 ada lah and stuff, tapi menjadi seorang Aqilah, I dislike the word nanti. Walaupun I used it often. I dislike waiting. Anything that can shorten my time to spare for the people who means a lot to me, I hate.

Tapi untuk menenangkan hati, cuma satu ayat je. Dua perkataan.

THAT'S LIFE.

And life is not perfect. Yeah right. Whatever.

***

Yes I am not in a good mood for the past few days(weeks???) and I dont know how to make it right. If anyone have a clue how to be happy-artificially, do let me know *senyum plastik*

Regards, Qila

Life, Ifs.

Salam :(

In life, I wanted to be understood, but what happens if I dont understand other people enough?
In life, I wanted to stay the same, but what if people around me started saying 'You've changed, why?'
In life, I wanted to appreciate time that has been given to me, but what if other people dont have the time that Iv been blessed with, will I become mature enough to realize that other people dont revolve around me?
In life, I wanted to be the best, but what if the best means sacrificing other people feelings, and even hearts?
In life, I had certain goals, but what if the person involved doesnt want to be a part of it? Should I force them to stay, knowing they're unhappy?
In life, Ive been blessed with many things, but what if those things makes me arrogant, and thinks Im above all of them?
In life, I just want to be happy, but will me being happy make others, unhappy?
Will they love me that much to sacrifice their own happiness, for mine?
Will my conscience be clean when I figure everything out?
Will Ill be able to look myself straight in the eyes, and smile?

I dont think so.

So yes, Im 100% perfect. Perfectly unperfect.
And I have to deal with it.

Regards, Qila

Ouhh

Salam :)

Its cold this morning. Actually every morning pn sejuk, but I havent got a chance to appreciate, Im always rushing to get ready. Then on a weekend like this, I can finally relax and said, its cold brr.

Wanting to go to Pasar pagi but Im blocked

***

Okay dah habis cerita nak pergi pasar pagi. Pergi dan pulang dah pun ZZZZZ. In the end, I have to move my friend's car in order to get my own out. So pertama kali membawa kereta orang len walaupun glabah tahap cipan. Glabah for wat I dunno sebab kete tu pun auto jugak WEEE. Nama pun barang orang so haruslah saya berasa kurang selesa dan takut jadi apa2.. HMM.

So beli breakfast dan barangan seronok menggunakan bajet minggu ini, ada lebih lagi, HARUS ada lebih untuk menyara kehidupan minggu depan heee. Alhamdulillah, rasanya this month dah start saving some moolah, harapnya akan berterusan. Kalau tak dapat menyimpan lebih, harapnya masih dapat amaun yang sama every month hee.

Tomorrow is a double celebration. My mommy's birthday. I miss her so much. :( and my anniversary with Gee. I miss him too. :(

Regards, Qila

:)

Salam :)

Just got back from a happy weekend spent with Gee and fam :) Sakit pinggang, bukan sbb drive but sebab Im having the time of the month, so semuaaaa sakit ppfftss. So the time of the month kinda spoil the weekend la a lil bit sbb I was grumpy and my mouth are too lazy to string some words and turn them into sentences. Sorrrryy syg :(

This week is going to be YEAAHH sebab kerja 3 hari sahaja. Thanks to Keputeraan Sultan Kedah and Thaipusam public hols on the same work week. YEAHHH :) Means weekends are going to be much closer heee SUKAA.

So this weekend spent by going to Perlis, just chill with Gee n fam, watching movie(Khurafat btw, boleh laa. Makes Gee jump so kalau nak tgk oke kot. Nex wik we plan to see Shock Labyrinth, kalau the reviews on the net is okay) and just spent time, together. It was nice, sbb the whole idea of us meeting on weekends are just spending time together. I dont need to go shopping, I dont need to watch movies, I dont need to drive around places, I dont even need to eat at special joints, just spending time together is cool enough. For me, sitting at Yasmeen eating nasi kandar and watch people, talk and laugh satisfy me more than watching a movie. Seriously. I love hearing him talk, sebab during our early courtship, I was the one who talks, A LOT. And I seem to spill everything about me so that he will know the worst and the better of me. Becos if he chose to walk away then, I can still mend my heart, I havent fall that hard, and my feelings arent that deep. But he seems to be okay with my flaws, and accept me for who I am. Now its my turn to hear him talk, and we are still learning from each other :)

So it is still isnt too late for me to list what I have accomplished for 2010, kan? ehe. Here goes :)

• Graduated and got my Engineering degree :)
• Gee meeting my fam and both fam meeting each other :)
• We turned 1 year old, Gee+Me :))
• I got CCQ :D
• I lost 5 kgs TEEHEE
• Changed for the better, IAllah, I finally worn tudung. :)
• Trying to make  living, and being independent, Im now staying at up north.

Some of what I have planned I have still not complished yet, like my plans to get my Masters, my plans to make my parents proud and happy, my plans of having a family, my plans of buying the tiny 'If you think Im cute, you should see my mom' baby rompers, my plans of kitting up CCQ, my plans of buying a house, my plans of many, many things. I wish I am on the right path, and will continue until everything is in my hands.

So syg, my updates for xx weeks, all in one. My days arent that fun, xcept when I get to see you, and those days are only on weekends. So till I see u again nex weekend, I love you, without wax.

Regards, Qila

Auditor, moi~

Salam :)

Ouhhh da weekendddd! Tepat2 531pm berada di depan scan out untuk scan kad dan berambus weheehe. Walaupun kerja bertimbun nak kena settle before stock count minggu depan. Makluman ye stock count ni adalah untuk this whole year maknanye 1 tahun punya variances, missing items bla bla bla. Sedang serun memikirkan hari rabu dan khamis ni huuu. Perkataan Auditor di sebelah nama saya di dalam email juga menyerunkan saye weee :(

My SV is now warming up towards me, dah boleh ajak sembang and dia pun banyak cerita his experiences. Quote of the day hari ni 'We, as Planners must be very sensitive with the numbers we published'. Ada laa dia cakap dalam 5 kali hari ni HHAHA. But then its true. Planners are the one who synchronize everythng from materials, manpower and also production. Walaupun ia adalah straightforward, I mena semua orang boleh plan, seriously, tapi Planner also have to accomodate or adapt with the management that controls the orders, the shipment and so on. It relates to everything. And you have to think about allllll the little things, because its your job. Man, being a Planner makes you think ahead of the game, and I love the challenge, only if I can stop being sleepy after I have my lunch heheh.

Then after stock count haruslah pulang ke kampung halaman before starting a new year hee :) Im soooo looking forward to see the whole fam :DDD

I was thinking of making a list, tapi nanti lah. Kumpul idea dulu :)

May this weekend be a great one too. :)

Regards, Qila

Till we meet again, love.

Salam :)

Omaiii dah habis pun weekend. Esok dah Monday balik dah. Sighhhhhh. So how's your weekend? Nice? Mine? It was GREAT :))

On Saturday dear boyfriend come here and bawakme go jalan2 at Penang. We were actually planning to go to PISA for the Career Fair. And of cos dating sekali lahh kan HEEHEE. End up kitorang sesat until 445 but still managed to arrived at PISA beforeeee the fair ended. So masuk tgk2 and drop resumes and everything, settled. Terserempak his cousin and wife with their little boy. SOOO CUTEEEE  :))

So before we went to PISA pergi jalan2 at Gurney Plaza, which is not my type sgt sebab a lot of kinda high end punya barang. Not my type sebab kalau beli Ill b using yours truly punya wang ringgit, kalau dengan ayah and ibu, lain cerita HAHAH. So cuci mata and bought these things sahaja :

Little Tree punya air freshener. Gee loves it soo much. :) My fav is Vanillaroma

Then off to PISA. Spend some time there and then pusing to Queensbay. Sebab ramai sangat orang due to TV9 punya SuaRasa we  decided to go to Sunway Carnival. Arrive there minum Cool Blog with bubbles yang sedapppp.

Cool Blog!! 

After jalan2 at Sunway Carnival then kitorang gerak balik Kulim. He dropped me off and went back. The moment I saw him brings the biggest smile to my face and the moment he says goodbye, makes me go teary eyed inside. But then I know our goodbyes are never that long. We will find a way to make sure that we will always see each other. I must learn how to drive long distance, and he must learn to trust me whenever I started my journey. But its nice, feels like its back to the time when we were both so shy and malu2 and getting to know each other. Rasa macam baru bercinta :) So the distance must be doing sometime right kan? Heheh. But then my limit of not seeing him is 2 weeks. Weekend yang tak jumpa tu mesti emo sekejap and then OK balik. Hahaha. So yea, Im grateful to be able to see him once a fortnight sebab the day I spend with him, makes up for the 13 days Im without him. Thats Gee to me. My happy pill that lasts more than ur Energizer battery, thats even more satisfying than your Baskin Robbin, and is even even more than the rush you get when spending tons of money on things you know, will never matter. Thats Gee to me. Im so lucky bby. :)

Lets stay this way, until we are old and wrinkly. :)

My Eiffel Tower patah. I sedih. :(

P/s: Tak sabar tgk email esok, hope ada GOODNEWS from HR, so I can go back to KT for a vacayyyy :)

P/s2: I love you, Gee :)

Regards, Qila

Salam Awal Muharam semua :)

Salam :)

Selamat 1432H semua :) Semoga tahun ni lebih berkat dan membawa 1001 kenangan manis untuk kita semua. 

Btw hari ni dapat cuti so its nicee dapat lepak2 kat rumah and just do nothing. Tak ramai kat rumah sebab half of us kena kerja. Company besar katakan HEHE. So semalam keluar to watch Rapunzel yang COMELLLL gilaa. Sukeeee heheh. Mata dia bulaaaat sgt. It was fun except for a few unconsiderate people yang bawak anak2 diorang tengok wayang tapi tak boleh duk diam and tendang2 belakang kerusi saya and kawan2. I mean I know the movie is catered for of course lah children tapi mak ayah dia boleh sound or bagitahu beforehand for their children to act accordingly la kan. Tapi perhaps it was our luck yang anak pempuan diorang mengilai tak tentu masa and anak laki dia ajak sembang and jadi comentator plusssssss kaki macam cila**. Nasib tak paham diorang sembang apa kalau tak lagi ada yang kena tarik rambut or kena sound dengan yours truly. I mean anak2 dah besar kot. Mana manners? HMMMM.

Saya memang pantang kalau tengok movie orang belakang tendang2 kerusi because its annoying. And distracting. Sometimes painful. Thats why kalau saya tak puas hati dengan orang belakang saya tak kisah untuk pusing and tell them off. I paid okay for the seat. Yang tendang2 ingat kerusi saya macam kicking pad tu bayar lebih ke? Tak kannnnn. So ikat your feet or go pindah seat sumwhere else because when I get annoyed, I get annoyed badd.

gambar selingan time hujan and lapar altho baru minum shake HAHA. our menu haritu. ayam penyet, daging penyet, telur tahu tempe penyet, sup bakso and sayur pecel. okay sekarang boleh cakap kitorang makan banyak HAHA

Last but not least, have a niceeee dayyy. 

Regards, Qila

After so long :)

Salam :)

Good morning sunshineeessss. Lamanyaaa x update. Mcm bz sgt je. Mmg bz punnnnn. Masuk je hari ke3 terus dibagi training sebagai seorang Production Planner. Fiuhhhsss. Sbbnye saya kena ganti seorang staf yang akan resign approx 4 hari lepas saya masuk. And natijahnye (amik kau) saya beraya haji di ofis.. sambil memakai baju kurung dan rasa nk menitik air mata setiap kali operator tanya 'Tak raya ke?'. Kekdahnye tak laa hakak uiii.. Huwaaa. Tapi nasib baik, boleh claim! So xpelah keje from 9-5 bila hari raya..

So weekdays mmg hectic.. 8-6 every day. Keje banyakkk. Klu x ada keje means u r doing something wrong. 

So mcm2 benda nak kena belajar supaye jadi lg efisien. Heee. Klu weekend plak diisi dengan jogging and aerobik around 730 and then meronggeng kat pasar pagi lepas tu petang kalau bosan keluar. Last week jumpa bf and bestfriends dari  UniMAP so it was nice. Lamaa kot x jumpaaa.

rasa nak beli and baca buku ni depan ibu. HAHAHAA

So all in all life's good. Pressure is there tapi I learn to cope lah. Have to la kan. mesti boleh buat punya. Problems are there to be solved. Kalau takde just scream 

'(nama supervisor), how can I fix thisssss?' 

HAHAA. Mesti my SV dah menyampah sebab selalu sgt tanya macam2. 

Btw, bf, saya rindu awak. Nanti kita plan jumpa lagi k. Last week was awesome. U are awesome. Baca buku kat atas jugak pls. HAHAHA. Lebiuu

Regards, Qila

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Salam :)

Baru sudah bake choc cake untuk bawak esok pegi ofis. Baauuu sedappp. Memang nk bawak untuk diorang cuma tak tahu bila. Pastu jugak sedikit stressed hari ni so tu yang baking tu. Baking eases my temper and stress. Tapi baking je la, not the eating part. Sia2 the weight I lost kalau makan tak hengat ni kan..

So I am going to Kulim. To work. A little nervous, macam masa baru2 mula keje sekarang ni. Semoga semuanya oke. Walaupun berat rasa nak tinggal my family, tapi I need to go there, to satisfy my curiosity. Dah belajar pun engineering, kena rasa susah senang jadi engineer. And if I dont like it, Ill come back home, and perhaps find another job, tapi I really want to apply what I have learnt during my degree years.

And untuk kawan2 yang apply for KPLI sesi 2011, boleh check dah untuk Mtest. Semua pusat akan buat 13hb Nov so pls check sebab kalau terlepas, that's it la. Kena tunggu untuk intake July pulak kalau tak silap. Buat elok2, and pls tekadkan dalam hati untuk menjadi seorang guru yang menyumbang kepada masyarakat, bukan semata untuk ada kerja. Saya terpaksa melepaskan peluang ke Mtest sebab masa tu dah berada di utara dan tempat mengambil Mtest tu memang tak leh nak ubah. Ada hikmah mungkin. Mungkin saya tak sesuai untuk menjadi guru. Biarlah jadi guru untuk anak2 je nanti. Tapi saya yakin kalau memang rezeki saya untuk menjadi guru ada, lambat cepat pasti peluang tu tiba. Tapi kalau bukan takdir saya menjadi seorang guru, dah pass berlapis2 interview pun tetap takkan dipanggil cikgu. So kesimpulannya saya redha. Perlu kerana melihat ibu and ayah yang ralat sebab anaknya kehilangan satu peluang. They know how much I wanted this. Tapi kami redha. For now, Kulim is my future.

And weekend lepas saya menambah sesuatu dalam senarai aset haha.

mata aneh, pls ignore.

My new specs. Mata kabur and specs lama dah calar gila2. Mula2 just nak tukar glasses je, tp dengan kebanyakan songeh akak di kedai itu, ibu decided to belanja me new specs. Alhamdulillah. Glasses pakai yang anti calar punya so tak de alasan nak tuka2 lagi for the next emmm 5 years? hahah.

Nothing much about my life, but I try to make them as interesting as possible. :)

Take care, might be busy this week so be safe ppl.

Regards, Qila

Its raining

Salam :)


Its raining, my boyfriend's in Songkhla and I miss texting him. So busy even fb msg pun tak reply hmmphhh. I used fb text msg sbb both of us subscribe to Fb Text by Celcom and sending out msgs, walls or anything tak kena bayar! Just bayar the RM1 every week! So sgt bagus when one of us is out of the country, no need RM2/msg. Kopak kot.


But I found this quote that I wanted to share for so long, but often forget about it. :)


When u realize u want to spend the rest of your life w/ somebody, u want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible


Brings a smile to my busuk face. Hhehe. Pening kena hujan.


Regards, Qila

Impossible

Salam. :|

Mixed feelings now and then.

Baru teringat baju banyakkkk gila tak basuh lagi.
Baru teringat bilik kena kemass.
Besok nak buat kek, petang tadi tak sempat sebab pegi beli tudung WEHEHEH.
Have to mandikan cucoq summo.
Unable to cyber date sebab Gee punya laptop is having problem. :(
Nak buat kirigami lagi! Baru buat utk Gee for our anniversary hari tuuu. Btw kirigami is a pop up card art. Kiri/kiru means to cut and kami means paper in Japanese. It just adds that little extra laa to any ordinary cards :) Tapi kinda malas to potong2 the paper. Huahuahua.

the kirigami :)

Btw,

Have a good weekend guys.

Muchhh lovee

Regards, Qila

Talking is therapy :)

Salam :)

Just got back from a date with the bff at Batu Burok which I have not visited from bila entah. I mean Iv been to the a&w and around the jogging course, tapi to actually jalan on the beach, its been a while laa. So parked at the cafe/bistro whatever kat plaza tuh sebab we plan nak minum kat situ je. Tapi yang ada hanyalah air tin.. So kalau nak minum air tin, saya pegi vending machine pon bleh. So pegi la check out kemeriahan kat pantai tu. Ada ape ntah polis2 segala with konsert. Tak menarik.. Walk summo, pegi la Awe @ A&W. Makan fruitty waffle. Nice, tapi muak. So talked quite a lot, I reaaalllyy needed to let off some steams and laughing is truly the best. I cant have her every single day, tapi I really hope we can have some besties time on the weekend, just talk trash, and be ourself.

Kadang2 in life nak jadi diri sendiri adalah susah, especially bila kita di kalangan minoriti. Or when you have a very neutral personality. I myself admit when it comes to new group of people, I tend to be the quiet person, or the one who doesnot talk much. But when you get to know me, Im quite oke actually :) Its not that I dont make an effort, I do. Tapi when its only me, only 1 side yang try, I cant be blame for being quiet kan?

Rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain. I cant read whats in people minds, what they think of me. Buruk, baik kita je yang tahu. Nak cakap be yourself? Nahh. Ill just be what I needed to be. Only after 5 and weekends Im being myself. Starting at 8, Im a whole new person.

Welcome weekdays, Ill try my best and if I ever stop trying, Ill stop with my heads held up high.

p/s: I need my uni friends.. SO SO SO SO BAD..
p/s2 : I miss Gee.

Regards, Qila

Friday

Salam :)

Bangun dengan senyum hari ni sebab hari jumaat. Weekend. Plak tu dear sista is home. Meriah la sikit rumah. Hmm.

Ni adalah tips2 untuk orang yang akan mula kerja dari pandangan saya :

Environment - Ramai makcik2 pakcik2 atau orang sebaya. Topik perbualan sangat berbeza. Kalau environment yang best, datang kerja akan jadi satu escape. Kalau tak best, it will be a long day.
Skop kerja - Kalau buat benda yang kita belajar, it makes you think. Kalau benda yang sama hari2, it makes you slow.
Office hours - Kalau dekat government, sure2 akan balik at 430/5/530. Kalau kat private, atas kerja dah siap.
Motivation - sama ada gaji yang besar, ada pempuan cun/ laki hensem, ada bos yang baik, atau ada kawan baik.

All in all, bagi saya masih ada peluang untuk saya bekerja di bidang saya sendiri. Cuma mencari the place and the time. It doesnot have to be perfect, it just have to make me happy.

Saya dah biasa mendengar kata-kata semangat dari kawan2 semasa saya sendiri masih mencari sebuah tempat untuk menjalankan amanah sebagai seorang yang bekerja, tapi bagi saya sesuatu itu kalau rezeki kita, pasti lambat cepat akan dapat. Tapi kalau dah ditentukan Dia yang tempat itu bukan untuk kita, harus diterima. Dia lebih tahu rezeki kita di mana, cuma yang paling penting adalah berusaha.

Regards, Qila

101010

Salam :|

Hari pertama bekerja. Fiuh penat dan awkward! Sekarang merangkap jawatan pelatih di Pejabat Pendidikan Daerah, dan waktu kerja 8-5. Lainnya suasanaaa. Yang seumur tak ada, tapi tetap meyakinkan diri I can do it, I can get through this.

Bersyukur dengan kesempatan yang diberi, akan mencuba menjadi pelatih yang menyumbang.

Selamat berkhidmat untuk negeri, Qila.

Regards, Qila

A special suprise :)

Salam :))

So berkaitan dgn title blog, a suprise that happens to be delivered by abang Poslaju in a plastic parcel that brought a smile to my face :) Hehe thanks to Cik Bihah for being soooo generous in her personal blog by giving me this top that i LOVE LOVE LOVE. Lagi pulak in GREEN, mmg my fav colour. So thanks again Bihah, semoga blogshop akan bertambah maju di masa hadapan! And kepada sesiapa yang terbaca blog ni, go check out her blogshop, maybe ada yang akan bkenan di hati :))

the cute top :)

Its been awhile since Ive got a parcel from Poslaju. Nampak sangat dah takde source nak shopping online, and pulak my M2U is still blocked, which is a good thing, kalau tak, the little amount in the account will decrease to being null kot. *sigh* 

So this has made my week and Im still figuring out bilaaa nak pakai this top. Wish can go dating2 with Gee so ade la alasan nak pakai cantik2. Kalau nak pegi Giant baik pakai tshirt and jeans sahaja okay. Hmm.

Finished The Lost Symbol like 2 days ago, nanti nak re-read lagi sebab sometimes ada hidden things that u missed the first time you read it. Sbb I tend to speed reading bila tiba page2 yang macam bosan HAHA. 

Watched Downsize Me pagi tadi, and it just give me more motivations of trying to keep myself healthy. I want to live and experience many, many things. So by taking care of myself, will permit me doing just that. 

Nothing interesting going on, will write if I have any ideas later.

p/s : Bilaa la torren The social Network nak keluar.. I seriusly nak tgk.

Regards, Qila