Sunday, January 31, 2010

Roadside.

Salam. :|

Still tak tido, tunggu mereka2 yang otw pulang sampai destinasi baru boleh lelap. So habiskan masa dengan updating blog. Oke?


Tadi sambil jalan2 terjumpa dengan sate ni. Biasa wat derk je kat sate ni, tapi tiba2 tadi teringin nak makan :D Sate ni pun ada kisah dia jugak.. Dulu masa kecik2, sekolah rendah, ibu tak bagi saya makan benda2 yang dijual kat luar pagar sekolah. Sate ni adalah salah satu benda yang dijual selain junkfood2 dan air warna warni penuh colouring. Ibu memang tak kasi makan benda2 tu. Sebab dia tau kami adik beradik ni senang kena batuk atau demam, so ni nak elakkan kami sakit laa. Ibu tau memang saya teringin nak makan sate ni, so untuk hilangkan minat saya pada sate ni, ibu cakap nama sate tu 'sate katak'. Hahaha. Sampai sekarang ingat.. Tapi ada jek curi2 makan, taste like fish je. Sebab memang sate ikan pun. Hahaahah.

Tadi jugak beli tools macam nozzles, colours and cutters. Shopping tools kek. Gee pulak shopping handphone. Sakannn. Yang penting ada 3G :)

Alhamdulillah, yang ditunggu dah selamat sampai. Syukur.. Esok futsal. Rasa malas la pulak hahahhaa. Chaiyooooo :)

Till then,

Regards, Qila.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Mana pi?

Salam :)

Wauu hari ni update blog awal. Semangat sangat hahahahah. So pic di bawah ini adalah gambar jari saya yang luka akibat nak bukak nat mould FYP saya pagi tadi. Alhamdulillah sample jadi tapi tak tau bole pakai ke tak, cari supervisor angkat dia takda, supervisor sendiri nampak kereta je haha. Salah saya jugak, tak buat appointment and stuffs. Dah lama tak jumpa ni aduyaii. So sambil2 pusing nat tu tak perasan jari dah berdarah, memang ketat pun nat tu and tak sepatutnya dibuka guna jari comelz ini haha. Nasib at the same time En Safwan merangkap technician lab datang and bagi tools untuk bukak nat tu. Kalau tak tak tau la apa pulak yang berdarah ha. Hee.

So sekarang terbukti FYP saya ni adalah hasil blood sweat and tears hahaha. Just nak habiskan cepat2. Sekarang saya tau saya tak mungkin boleh setel kan projek awal, tapi cuma nak projek siap ON TIME. Tu pun dah cukup Alhamdulillah. Bulan Ogos harus GRAD. WAJIB. Fuh. And the same goes to you Mohd Ajiji. Takde tapi2.


And this turtle over here is Derr, name given by Gee beberapa hari lepas. Dah dapat lama dah, tapi asyik panggil tertel je so baru hari tu dapat nama. Derrrrrrr hahaha. You can see Derr is trying to eat my dark chocolate, tapi tangan dia pendek so, sorryyy la yek. Dan saya memang melakukan semua aktiviti di atas katil seperti makan junkfood (nasi tak la.. hee), online, study, on the phone, sms and bergosip. Ini adalah kerana.. Sila scroll ke bawah :D


  • Meja kat luar membuatkan saya tak dapat sinyal untuk broadband Celcom. Kalau ada pun GPRS. Puas ke GPRS? Pastilah tak kan? Di bilik saya dapat 2-3 bar sinyal. Oke laa tuuu. Hee.
  • Sinyal untuk Maxis tak ada kat luar. Kerana number utama saya adalah 017, saya perlu memastikan Maxis sentiasa ada line. Line ada dalam bilik sahaja. Go figure.
  • Sinyal 3G ada dalam bilik. Memudahkan saya nak 3G dengan boipren dan adik saya :D
  • Notes dan buku2 semua tepi katil. Need I say more?
  • Senang kalau saya nak berehat, trus letak kepala atas bantal haha.
  • Dah terbiasa, 3 sem buat benda semua dalam bilik. Dan menjadikan saya seorang senior yang mereka bilang anti social kepada housemate2 nya. Tambah pulak dah jarang ada kat rumah. Balik2 mandi masuk bilik berkurung sampai pagi :D Sorry dik, bukan taknak bersosial dengan korang, korang pun senyap akak ni kena org approach dulu baru akak jadi hyper talkative ahaha.
Hmm dalam happy2 pun ada gak berita yang emm boleh saya cakap saya tak suka la. Nak buat macam mana, ketentuan Allah. Yang penting semua tahu letak duduk diri masing2. Dan ingat janji masing2. Tipu kalau cakap takde perasaan insecure. I mean things like feelings, hate, love, they can change. Tapi saya tahu, kalau terjadi lah benda2 yang tak diingini ni kat saya, saya insyaAllah akan dapat terima and look on the bright side of life, like I always do.

Saya masih dalam proses belajar menjadi orang yang lebih mature, bukan untuk orang lain jugak. Untuk diri sendiri dan orang2 tersayang :D

Till then,

Regards, Qila

p/s : getting worried, 3 smses, no replies. :(

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Balls

Salam :)

Panas nya. Abes peluh2, hilang wangi haih. Hehe.

So Ahad ni insyaAllah akan bermain futsal dekat DFutsal untuk kesekian kalinya. Ehe. Started playing since my first year. Bermula sebab kena paksa, tapi lepas tu tengok macam oke je, so datang la minat. Biasa main pun petang2 dekat court dgn coursemates. Kuarkan peluh. Tapi boleh tgk lah Im getting chubbier makin tahun haha. Badan makin berat, lari makin slow. Haihhh.

So futsal is the only game I think I like playing, sebab sports lain tak menarik. Hahah. Nak tau kenapa tak menarik? Sebab kalau netball, I always forgot mana border untuk GD, WD, GA and stuffs. So better kasi saya main Center je, semua boleh masuk kecuali kawasan D. For badminton, hmm dah lama tak main, nak lompat pun da malas haha. Squash? Dulu semangat, tapi lama2 lepas Ufah dah masuk kolej dia nobody nak layan main squash. Raket semua pun ntah kat mana. Hahah. Golf? Nanti lah. Tunggu ayah ajar. Lagipun, tanak kena sunburnnnnn. Da 'putih' dah ni. :B

So yeah Sunday ni la nak tgk stamina macam mana. Tak praktis lagi ni. Cuma been playing basketball petang2 and sekali dua jog around the court. Adui, lawan pulak adik2 junior. Korang jangan main ganas2 tau, sakit lah punggung bila jatuh hhaha. Court kat bawah bising, diorang main volleyball. Thank god bilik saya hadap kat parking, tak la kena suluh dengan spotlight. Terang sangat! Hee.

So yea, enjoy the pics of my futsal participation ehe :)


First year. Muka kanak2 oke. :)


2nd year. Kalau tak silap. Materials Sports Day.



2nd year. Sports Inter College. Gold


3rd year. Sports Inter College. Gold.

I miss my old long hair. Tapi dah nak panjang da rambut sekarang. I like :)

Regards, Qila

Salam :)

Some pics from the weekend trip aritu ehe.


ibu :)

with the sister


Penang ppl!!


Gambar selingan haha. Air jambu before class :)

Battery was recharged after seeing the Fam so sekarang fokus! Adui, da berapa kali fokus daaaaa. Haha. Watched Adnan Sempit TWICE and still gelak gila2 bila part 'Wa nampak lu kecik BESAR kecik BESAR' hahahhahah. Its a cool movie, thumbs up lah :)

Nak tengok Haunted University, tapi tak ada masa lagi. Nanti2 la kan.. Haih. Miss the times when we used to spend time dengan melilau2 tak tentu hala. Hahaahaha.

Am writing this while waiting for Gee to arrive home safe. Be safe oke. :)

Regards, Qila

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Esok!

Salam. :)

Hm. Sekejap je dah weekend. Tapi weekned ni best! Sbb the Parents is coming up northhhhhh wohoo. So esok saya akan berada di Sg Petani for a couple of days untuk mendapatkan tender loving care dari ibu and ayah :D and my sis got something for me too so yeaaaaaa looking forward to it.

My bf's not replying my msgs. Awak tdo ye? Hampehs hahah. He's tired, banyak sangat exercise maybe.. HEE HEE HEE.

Secret Recipe is finally opened in Kangar, woooo. Nice one! So on its opening day pergi beli 4 slices of cakes with Gee to share ramai2. Hehe, nak rasa jugak tuh kek SR Kangar mari haha. I actually want to have a kinda special meal with him to celebrate him having his white very lawa car back tapi kita postpone sebab we were kinda rushing that day. So, another day okay <3? Yang best about this car is pintu belah passenger seat depan tak boleh bukak dari dalam so Gee have to open the door from outside kalau da tutup enjin and tingkap dah tak boleh nak turun. Hahahahahha. Rasa manja + gedik sekejap bila ada orang tolong bukak pintu. Hahah, nak lagi nak lagi! :D

Nak tgk Haunted University and Ju On. Dah lama tak midnite ni. He he he.

So will be away for a couple of days. Jangan rindu2. :)

Regards, Qila

Sunday, January 17, 2010

YOU.

Salam :)

My bf is back in town! Haha bukan this town obviously haha. Tapi closer to meeeeee :D Alhamdulillah selamat journey nya. U had fun kan Mohd Ajiji? Hehehehehehehe.

Mohd Ajiji, saya pun ada plan utk awak, tapi SUPRISE, am not telling you in this blog! Haha padan muka anda sebab nak suprise kan saya dan buat saya tertanya2 he he he. I don't tell everything in this blog, mind you.  Busuk kan hati tanak cerita dalam ni sebab konon nak kasi suprise kat awak hahahahahahaha. Yg penting my suprise is under construction heee. N i really2 hope you will like it :) Tapi of cos being you, walau tak suka pun you will say suka just bcos to jaga my hati. Hehe. <3 yuuuuu.

My current repeating track : Deeper Conversation - Yuna. I even tagged Gee in my FB note with this song's lyric. I'm learning him. Like he is learning me. And he make a lot of difference to the world, my world. His skin is not tan, like mine and maybe my name doesnot rhyme with his, but ilysdm and you know it.

Ehe jangan blush oke kami puji dia banyak2. Wekk :p

Till then,

Regards, Qila

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Lists

Salam :)

Bangun lambat. Lagi. HEAVEN kot. Haha.

Today adalah entri tentang lists.

Nak buat list-to-do before balik KT for CNY ni.
  1. Beli nozzles, boxes, colouring and ready made fondant (request dari bffs utk rasa my cuppies. Sweet la korang.. Wa janji cuppies wa bukan indah khabar dari rupa. Kalau sedap boleh order :D )
  2. Amik resepi buttercream from Angah!
  3. Beli cookie cutter for alphabets sebab dah tau tangan terketar2 tak mungkin boleh tulis dengan cantiknya haha so yea kita guna cutter sahajaa :D
  4. Beli pressie for Dilla's wedding!
Okay thats for now benda2 nak beli. Fiuh, nasib ibu dah bank in hehehehehehehehe

ASSignments to do before end of this weekend
  1. Assignment for Advanced Packaging
  2. Assignment for TITAS
  3. Read JaDaM notes for quizzes
  4. JaDaM assignments
  5. Making my FYP report tebal-er
  6. Reading journals about my FYP
Thats about it. Oiiii banyaknyaa benda nak buat macam takda masa nak dating dah niiiiii DEMZZZ.

So better p lunch dlu. Lepas lunch kita start. Kalau saya tak tido la. Ha ha ha.

Till then.

Regards, Qila

Friday, January 15, 2010

You, you

Salam. :|

Hmm. Weekend yang tak berapa best. Feeling sorry for my lil sis sebab things aren't that good for her. Not academically of cos. Kesian dia maybe can not ikut ufah jalan2 during her sem break sebab ada kem. She still are disappointed sebab can not come with me during my UK trip. Ni tak tau la ufah nak bawak dia jalan p mana but then I already gave some suggestions, harap dia nampak la jalan nak elak the university's thingy.

Already submitted my first draft, komen dari SV 'Nipis sangat'. So yea akan mencuba buat lagi tebal chaiyo2! Next week sample preparation. Lambat betul fly ash nak sampai haish!

Already bought my ticket to go back for CNY. Nak raya ni tak sabar oke hahahhhahaha. I really need some fam time. Am celebrating my 22nd at home too. So, yayy.

Gee and fam are going back East so weekend tanpa dia la gamaknya. Nasib dapat ngeteh sama2. Ill miss you. Safe journey untuk semua.

So nak kebaskan punggung, badan, kaki, tangan dengan melepak atas katil sampai lebam. Ada nak join? Come come..

Till then.

Regards, Qila

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Straight from the heart.

Salam :(

Selfish. Menyusahkan.

That's me.

Untuk menyenangkan satu pihak, aku kena menyusahkan pihak lain. Saya penat. Penat menyusahkan orang. Penat jadi selfish. Penat nak mintak maaf. Penat nak tengok orang-orang yang saya sayang penat sebab saya. Saya mintak maaf. Kalaulah saya ada daya.. Memang nak 1000 daya, tapi daya itu yang menyusahkan. Sesungguhnya, saya benci menjadi penyusah hidup orang lain. Lelah. Terima kasih untuk orang-orang yang saya sayang, tak ada korang, tak ada saya. Tapi adanya saya, jadi beban.

I'm sorry. :(

Regards, Qila

Monday, January 11, 2010

closing eyes

Salam. :)

Hari ni letih, walau tak produktif. Tak tahu kenapa. Panas mungkin. So maybe saya akan ZZZ dulu, nanti bangun balik dan taip apa yang saya dah tulis siang tadi. Haih.

Not too much to talk about. My day was fun,always is, as long as I get to see him at least for a while.

Cape' dech.

Regards, Qila

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Yesterday

Salam :)

What a nice morning. Woke up early, the friends made plans to go to Bukit Air, but I passed on it, kinda not feeling well. Enjoy the cupcakes btw, sharing is truly caring ;) Sebab dah bangun awal, macam tak boleh tido so starte writing. Bukan writing this blog lah, writing thesis katanya haha hampeh. Padahal fb-ing je haha. Tapi oke lah, sebab duk kat rumah je, not feeling like berendam2 segala.

Semalam buat cupcakes and decos, seronok! Sebab rasa macam dah lama tak buat. Berkarat nanti. I had plans for this so tak nak la yang belajar haritu sia2. Altho my sifu K. Rani cakap my work kurang kemas, tapi kreatif. Oke la tu, rooms for improvements are there kan? :) Nanti nak kumpul duit beli nozzles and other stuffs. Bestnye tengok Angah punya tools macam2 fiuhh.  Mau juga donggg hhehe.

Tengah mencari lagu Liyana Jasmay- Aku Jatuh Cinta. Love this song sbb soothing. Hehe. Tak jiwang oke :p Nak tgk movie, tapi tak ada yang menarik. Waiting for Adnan Sempit. Sirius nak tgk oke! :D



Bila 4th Year bergedik kat lib :)

Have a nice day too people! Lovess!

Regard, Qila

Friday, January 8, 2010

Lots of Love

Salam :)

Banyak benda jadi last 2-3 days. Ambil semua jadi pengajaran je laa. And tak buat lagi, I'Allah. I am so sorryy. :(

So my supervisor won GOLD in my university's Innovation Comp so sangat happpy for him and also proud as I was kinda with them while they're preparing the cube so yeaah. Cool.

Saya juga berjaya menderma darah selepas hampir 4 tahun bertangguh.. Masa matriks agak semangat tapi *sigh* tak cukup umur, and masa kat uni selalu ada hal so on so on so tak jadi. 2 hari lepas dengan sokongan teman2 saya berjaya menderma darah sebanyak 450ml. And yang paling meaningful, its actually for my BF sebab  I was thinking about him the whole time. Next time derma darah it will be on the name of my family. So yea. :)



You You You. Working. :)


Finish blood donating.


Suprise from him, my FAVVVVVVV. Tq a lot love. Putu piring. :)

Sangat seronok dapat makan putu semalam. Its not just because I love it, its because of the company I had while enjoying the kueh. Well makan kueh ni pun ada cerita behind it, but then, Ill keep it to myself. Because kalau cerita akan terjadilah seperti quote ini.



Haha. You would, really. I know I did. I fall hard. :)

Regards, Qila


Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Me.

Salam. :|

So there was this lady, who is very sensitive and is prone to get sulky over some trivial matter. This lady also loves to say bad things without thinking of the consequences. She likes to assume while knowing that assume-ing makes an ASS out of U and ME. She makes people around her, who loves her very much get sad, and dizzy. She can be a drama queen , not too often but when she is, beware. She can be sooo sweet and nice when she wants to, which is often (I think). She has her up side, and she has her down side too. Like an egg, more on the sunny side up. She is a typical girl, she just wants people to hear her out. She wants people to see her the way she sees herself. She may not be pretty all the time, but she always make an effort when she's going out with her boyfriend. she loves giving compliments (real one, mind you) and appreciate it whenever she receives one. She was taught well enough by her parents at the manners section, and she's proud of it. She's close to her family and friends, she loves people more than people loves her. She can easily get her heart broken, and it would take eons for her heart to mend. When she finds her soulmate, she will love him as much as he loves her, even more. She hates lying and being lied to would kill her. She's capable of the truth, even if it would hurt, a lot. She loves cute things and she hugs her turtle while sleeping. She doesn't snore (this was proven) but she tends to sleepwalking, or talking in her sleep (proven). She love hugs and kisses and welcomes them with open arms. She'd die for the people she loves and she want to die before the people she loves dies, so she won't feel sad. She's selfish like that, but she has finer qualities waiting to be discovered. She thinks she's a good friend, not great, but good, and once a friend to her, is always a friend. She loves getting presents, but most of all, she loves pictures as a present. Because it would remind her of happy times.

And let me finish by saying.. She is Me.

Regards, Qila

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Anyone Else..

Salam :|

i miss you, you.

Mode jiwang rasa nak pasang lagu Nsync ulang2. Sampai lebam. Sampai hilang perasaan jiwang, yang rasanya takkan hilang kot. Kalau la boleh blush, da lama pipi merah, sebab malu mengaku jiwang. Haha.

Macam lagu Ellen Page with Micheal Cera tapi nak ubah sikit. Boleh? Hehe.

You're a full time lover and a part time friend,
The froggie on your back is the latest trend,
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you..

Okay, sambung balik Chapter 1. Till then :)

Regards, Qila

Gelap.

Salam :)

Tengah hujan. Sejuk. Bestttt. Tapi tak kondusif untuk belajar *sigh*. Akan mencuba untuk menguatkan keazaman dan kesungguhan untuk menyelesaikan kerja2 tertangguh insyaAllah. :) Pening2 lalat ni, sebab dah 2 hari beturut2 kena hujan. Semalam sebab amik Tenten dari Naz, hari ni sebab pergi ATM dekat pejabat. Nasib tak lebat sangat tapi still boleh nampak bintang jugak lah.. Hm, harap2 lepas wangi japg hilang la bintang2 ni.

So seperti yag diduga gosip hot pasal salah satu bff saya sgt berkait rapat dengan majlis2. She's getting marrrrrieddd!! Serius ingatkan dia nak tunang je, but then lepas tau citer sebenarnya is she's getting marrieddddd!! Tapi sadly time tu tak cuti and saya rasa saya akan busy dengan test2 sebab time tu dah dekat mid sem break.. Ish, ralat! But I'll try my best tho.. Apepun tahniah untuk Dilla!! Honeymoon sambil belajar ye kat NZ hehe, sounds fun!! :))

Classes are back as usual, minggu ni dah start hectic. Makin cepat letih tapi dah tak boleh layan sangat. Have works to doooooo. Chaiyo Chaiyo!

List dalam entri lepas dah 2 berjaya disetelkan. Renewing my license and registering my subjects with the lecturers. So thesis je laaaa. Sigh sigh SIGH. Malam ni nak buat at least 5 pages. Boleh? Mesti boleh. Tulis thesis sambil msg Gee, rasanya msg2 kat Gee lagi panjang dari ayat2 thesis. Hahah. Till then :)

Regards, Qila

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Repeat this please?

Salam :)

Bangun dengan perasaan malas, sebab hujan di Perlis hari ni. Dah lama tak hujan pagi2. Haha. So i thought it was still early, tapi sms from the BF woke me up and looking at the numbers on my handphone, it was 830am. Demm. Lambat bangun! But it was cold, and my blanket give me the warmth I needed so.. I can't be blamed kannn? Hahahaha.

So ehem the real reason I woke up late is because altho I slept early last night, tiba2 mata terbukak jam 1 pagi, baca sms-es kat phone, mainly notifications from facebook, and sms-es from the BF. Disebabkan my laptop is still on, and so does my broadband(which is weird, bcause it tends to DC ikut suka hati dia, especially when I'm gtalking with Gee, i secretly think bb is jealous haha), I fb chat with a few people, but mainly with him sebab I was so worried all day yesterday. We chatted for a while and I'm glad for it sebab things are cleared. Yay. I tend to over-worried (yes that is typically aqilah) and sometimes people takes it as a sign that I don't trust them, but really, it's because I care. If I don't, then, yes I probably don't like you, or you are not that significant in my life. Kadang2 it makes people rimas, but hey, that's me, and if I pretend to not care, or to not worry, argh it's me that will be miserable. Wondering if they are safe, or wondering where they might been. So it's when I stopped asking questions that you should be very worried, that's when I started to stop to CARE. Warning ni haha.

Feeling like dancing in the rain, but I think that is because I'm not being myself, HEADACHE like toot and mandi hujan will only make things worse. Boleh demam and once kena demam, it could cost me few weeks of MORE headache and runny nose. Also don't forget, the infamous cough *uhuk uhuk*.

My new housemates seems very quiet, I don't know if they are afraid of me (afraid of ME?? Whyyy? I don't bite T_T) or they are simply quiet people that sits in their room all dayyy longggg. I'm a quiet person, only if you don't know me, but when you do, sila bertabah untuk melayan saya bersembang. I could go on for hourssssss at times hahah. So I guess kena tahan lah dengan mereka, well kalau nak bercakap I could always go upstairs, ada Has and Faza, nak pergi jauh sikit boleh ke blok depan cari Farah, Shud or Yati,and kat blok belakang ada Yana. So yea, choicesss choicessss.

Highlights for this week :
- Officially registering my subjects for final semester hoyeaaa
- Renewing my uselesssssssss driving license
- Start writing my thesis (AAAAaaaa!)

Oke that's all I can think of now. Haha. Till then.

Regards, Qila

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Hugs.

Salam :)

What a nice morning. Woke up with that warm feeling of someone hugging you for the whole night, padahal bergomol dengan blanket je sampai pagi haha. But that's what we call little luxuries in life. Hugs, smiles, kisses and beautiful sights. :)

Some people are born pretty, some are born rich. Some are born with nothing and they have to struggle to get what they want. I am lucky enough to be born physically perfect and are able to have what I want, if I work hard enough. Jealousy is one evil monster, even envy is one of the mighty sin. I tried not to get jealous of people and be grateful for what I have. The Parents teach me that in order to get something, you have to show how much you want it, be it to excel in the studies, be it to accomplish a goal, be it as a sign of your achievement. The Parents never spoiled us, be we tend to spoiled ourselves by asking wayyy to much, and we misunderstand that in the act of giving in by the Parents, that is love. The Parents will love us no matter what, thats who they are. The ability to provide, to shelter, to love is what gives them satisfaction. Hey, looking at the smiles and laughs on our faces is what makes their day. They'll do anything for us kan?

This is an entry for my Parents, who I miss so much, who I care so much about and who I'd die for. I'd give anything for them.

Ahh nak balik! Tapi UniMAP tak kasi naik bas malam dah? Sila bagi duit untuk flight ticket boleh? Pretty please? Haha.

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After a longgggg date-less week, semalam ngedate and it was funnnnn. And terubat sudah perasaan mengidam nak makan dadih, had a cup semalam. Nyaaammmm :))))

A great day to start of my weekend, hoping to settle some work today. Till then.

Regards, Qila

Friday, January 1, 2010

Ucaptama seorang Aqila

Salam :)

Selamat 2010!

Pagi2 da bangun, sebab sepatutnya ada class @ 9 but then lecturer cancel and said next week baru betul2 start. Masuk lab 2-3 round, kacau2 manusia yang buat FYP sebab truly yours free sampai Isnin HAHA *gelak jahat* feeling weightless ni tapi I have to prepare for next week pulak lah. Bukan free suka2 okay! Hehe.

Semalam kaki bengkak sebab pagi full buat lab which requires physical work, dulu boleh la kasi group members tugas jugak, sekarang no more, I have to do it all by myself, dah la tak ada adik beradik yang sama supervisor so yea, all by myselffff *nyanyi sikit* haha. And stay sampai jam 3 kat lab, tunggu Has amik. Jalan2. Jam 9 baru sampai rumah, my feet memang bengkak, lenguh tak boleh cakap apa. Freshen up, online sekejap then terus out. Get msgs wishing Happy New Year, tapi cuma dibalas pagi tadi, sedar msgs masuk, tapi serious unable to reply. My eyes are glued dengan gam gajah. Thanx anyways for the wishes hehe loves loves.

Its weekend but I guess Ill spend it going over papers and finishing bersih2 bilik. Still ada 1 beg besar baju yang tak kemas masuk loker. Semak! No resolutions for this year, I guess I've stopped making resolutions a few years back sebab makin buat azam makin tak jadi realiti. So yea, living this year according to my rules, Ill do what I want, macam itu will be much, much easier. Bila the things tak jadi, Ill have only myself to blame, tak susahkan orang lain :)

I miss my family. Nak balik tapi I can't. The bffs wanted me to come home for CNY/mid sem, ada gossip hot yang memerlukan orang yang digossip kan itu menceritakan gossipnya sendiri, orang lain tak boleh. Macam kelam je angan2 nak balik, so I hope my suggestion for a web conference tu bukan main2, I seriously mean it if I can be there physically, I at least can be there electronically *err..* Serkap jarang, I am smelling a somekind of Majlis going on later this year.. Meriah2!!! Kena start saving for the bajus niiiiiiii. Owh something to look forward to, exciting! :))

Tahun ni banyak event will be going on, looking forward to everything. Sekarang berharap everything will be according to plan, no hiccups/bumps that can make me breakdown lagi or anything, mintak simpang! Especially in my studies, hope everything will be smooth sailing~ I can't wait for the Parents to see me in my robes :) Even thinking about it makes me feels like crying. Emo la Qila, haha.

Wishing everyone lotsa luck! 2010, lets make it the bestest yet. :)

Regards, Qila